Remembering Mauicat

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A Gift in Kitty Cat Form

He showed up at age four months or so, on the doorstep of a housing cooperative. And, just in case we were to fail to recognize him as a gift, he wore a small bow.  The kitten wasn't claimed, so he became my cat. No one ever knew from whence he came. He might have been purposefully left on the porch of that 16-bedroom house. Some suggested -- with at least whimsical seriousness -- that his origins were otherwordly.

Maui was not a purebred ragdoll, but he resembled one in both physical appearance and temperament.  He was not as graceful as the average cat, and his spatial intelligence was low. You could throw a ball for him to catch, and he'd overshoot the mark by several feet, then look around, wondering, Where'd that ball go?

His interpersonal intelligence, though, was very high. This was a cat who would let me lie down with arms wrapped completely around him, teddy bear style. 

The cat had several physical anomalies. His heart was a little too large -- I knew that nearly half his lifetime ago -- though for a long time it was thought to be benign.

He died on June 2, 2009, apparently of complications of that too-large heart. He was 13.  About a year before, I had started having very regular 'kitty cat dreams' -- dreams that did not seem to make sense.  They began to make sense on June 1, and I do think they were preparation.

Several people will remember receiving mail from my cat over the years -- CDs or other creative works with a "four thumbs up" Maui-the-Cat rating. 

That was my cat: He gave four thumbs up to things that didn't deserve it, and three thumbs up to things that were sometimes lousy. A housemate once described him as the ultimate type B cat. He liked music and other things that were mellow and soft, like himself.

A Musical Cat

Maui truly loved music.

There was a point where I'd thought his taste in music was identical to mine. Then he spent a week with my parents. "He missed you," my mother reported, "And he fussed. But I sang to him, and that calmed him down." Indeed. On the way home, my mother played him Frank Sinatra. He had been yowling, but then he settled right down in his carrier.

If he did have a favorite album, I think it was Kenny Loggins' Return to Pooh Corner. Many times, he fell asleep to it, and at the first notes of "All the Pretty Little Ponies" he'd turn on his purr.

Shortly before he died, I got him More Songs From Pooh Corner. "Look what we have, Maui!" I called, as I came in the door.

There's a song on that album from the movie Babe. I think it was largely that word that triggered an association and had me later -- during that last day -- singing him another song "Babe". I'd alternate between putting my hand in to pet him, and putting my head in to sing. I blew him kisses, and he did the feline eyeblink-kiss thing.

"You know it's you, babe, whenever I get weary, and I've had enough..." That song will never sound the same.

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Feline Cardiomyopathy: Cats With Hearts Like Valentines

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Someone at the local humane society said her cat died of a too-large heart. Cats also die from having hearts shaped like valentines. The condition is feline hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
Ricky Fund For Feline Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy Research
This fund was set up in honor of another cat with a valentine heart.

Kitty Cat Dreams

A Last Gift?

Author Madeline L'engle once wrote of a student who asked her if she really and truly believed in God with no doubts at all. She replied, "I really and tuly believe in God with all kinds of doubts."

As do I.

I must exert a bit of caution with this story. I think that most folks that I know have some belief in anomolous communications, but some people would surely say this is irrational. I think there is something in each of us that says either that can't be or else that must be - and that 'something in us' colors how we interpret things, from other's personal experiences to studies that attempt to be scientific and controlled.

With that said... It was right after my father died, I think, that the Midnight and Seafoam dreams started.

The cats I grew up with would show up again and again -- even in dreams that weren't particularly about them. Considering the general illogic of the dreams, my math skills were good: "How old are you now, Seafoam? Twenty-eight?"

The dreams went on for a year, and accelerated to something like one a week. One I remember particularly well: Midnight bolted across a road as I watched, frozen. When she got across, she turned into something resembling a cat mascot -- with kitty-cat features, but a more human form -- and she bear-hugged me.

A few days before things came to a head with Maui, I had a dream where I was reliving the chronic illness of one of those cats, and taking it much harder than I had in real life (as I hadn't lived with them for years, and Maui was very much my baby by then). The last thought before I fully awoke that morning: This visit will be the last.

I walked though everything believing in God with fewer doubts than usual.

MauiCat Tribute 2

Brought back still more Maui pictures (just a couple) from my brother's house, and put together a second Animoto slideshow, with music by the same artist.
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Finding More Pictures

I knew that there was an undeveloped FujiFilm camera, and I suspected there were Maui pictures on the film. When I finally brought it in, the little camera was so much past its expiration date that I wondered if the pictures would still be good. I left the camera at Bartell's and returned an hour or two later.

"You have a beautiful cat," the woman at the counter said when I returned. I winced. She winced. A conversation opened.

Here you see a closeup of one of the pictures in the package I was handed.

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There were sudden-onset movement issues which the vet first attributed to injury. I didn't want to bring Maui back for another consultation, but I was concerned. There were medications I'm sure he should have had, but I will say this supplement made a very noticeable difference in that kitty during those months.
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    CruiseReady Dec 23, 2011 @ 3:34 pm | delete
    A little misty-eyed here, so I won't type much, but a very beautiful lens... my cat is beside me now.
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    GrowWear Oct 7, 2010 @ 4:05 pm | delete
    Beautiful tribute, Karen.
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    WordCustard May 23, 2010 @ 7:40 am | delete
    I came back to this beautiful lens. The photo of Maui, which I've seen on your blog, is striking and I would even say haunting. He certainly was beautiful and clearly touched your life in an important way, as cats tend to do. I would have blessed this on my first visit so can't resist doing so now! *~*~ Angel Blessings ~*~* to the memory of a remarkable cat.
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    LoKackl Apr 23, 2010 @ 8:49 am | delete
    Now I miss Maui, too!! Thank you for sharing such tender remembrances of your wonderful cat. SquidAngel blessed! Karen pls contact me since you don't have a contact option so I can send some photos to you of the Frost statue/memorial plaque (which is on the Amherst College campus) and sculpture of Frost & Dickinson "conversation" near the ED Homestead. I would be happy for you to use them in your Frost work.
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    RinchenChodron Mar 3, 2010 @ 8:24 am | delete
    I have a rescued cat named Kisser - he's a trip. Thanks for telling us about yours.
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KarenTBTEN

I'm a teacher and a writer, and one day I'll probably be a cat owner again. This page is about a very special cat, a pseudo ragdoll who died at thirt... more »

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