Tarot Cards Meaning

Okay, Jim,

Just remember that I am new at this. Although I didn't feel 100 percent on, I felt around 80. That's pretty good. At one time I did see something that was pretty cool.

I also want to explain that I use the cards as a guide but I have a spirit guide that helps me. So it's like I start concentrating on the card and what it may mean, kinda getting yes or no's back, then it's like I go into a meditative state and see images and type them out. So, it's kinda a cross between cards and spirit(s) passing on information.

I am gonna send my reading and then I will put the spread at the bottom so you can look them over. I really tried to clear the cards before I started. Remember I'm new at it so take what you want and leave the rest. I still may be picking up on other stuff too. You will know when it hits home and when it doesn't. I'm still a little nervous about doing these. Sorry.

Okay, the first thing I noticed is that you have a lot of Major Arcana Cards. This can mean different things, but it definitely means something.

I also noticed a couple of cards that show love. I'm not sure if it's something you are looking to find or if it's something that is happening right now

You see yourself as a very fair person. This view of yourself is well deserved because you are a very fair person. In saying that you have to remember that everyone can do a little better. You should always learn from your past. You don't want to dwell on it but you want to examine it enough to always come up with one other positive action that could have been done rather than the one that was. This will allow you to become even wiser. Everything, absolutely everything is a learning opportunity.

You want to keep improving. You know you do things superior than the norm, and you want to be the best of the best. Family is extremely important to you. The family you have now and the family you want. You've wanted one for a good while; you've felt like time was slipping. No fear. It will happen.

Okay, I just lost it. I saw you with a child, and it was yours. It's a boy with soft, dark, slightly curly hair.. He is dressed very GQ for his age, and although they are fancy clothes the surroundings are just average... the things in the house. The fancy clothes show how proud and giving you are to your boy.

You are looking for peace and balance in your life. You are worried about something, almost like you are at a crossroads in your life. You are not sure which way to go. You have the way it's always been on one side and the way you think it could be on the other side. You are not sure which way to go because only one way is a guarantee. You know you need to do things a little differently but you are having a hard time knowing if it's right. Almost like you think it's conforming if you go this new route. You know one way is going to offer you the acceptance of all things, but you aren't really sure which path is going to achieve the outcome you want. Do what feels right in the now and you will be fine. The path will be correct.

I think one of the paths has to do with your new girlfriend. I think she means a lot more to you than maybe even what you have been thinking. I believe you have thoughts of marrying this woman. I don't think it's her holding you back from doing so. I think you are holding yourself back. She is definitely one of the paths.

You have achieved a lot more spiritually than you think or like to admit. You are very good at creating faces for those around you to see. You are a very deep and layered person. This offers you the rare ability to connect with almost anyone you meet. Unlike a chameleon that changes themselves on the outside to fit in, you actually show different parts of yourself which makes you genuine. The person who gets to know every layer of you is going to be a VERY lucky person.

You believe -or at least have believed up until recently- that your life was okay as it was. You had found what you thought was an acceptable form of peace. It's not really peace though. It's very hard for me to explain. You think the absence of certain things is better than finding a way to understand them. That is sooo not the case for you. Learning to understand them and accepting them is what is going to bring you the happiness that you really seek inside. Don't fool yourself by thinking that you are ever finished with anything as long as you are here on earth. No matter how brilliant, wonderful, kind, loving, or giving someone is... everyone can always do more or better.

You have it in you. You really do believe anything is possible, and it in fact is. That is why your cards are sooo damn strong. Man, you have God, spirits, the Universe, you name it! They are all behind you 110 percent. They have been all along. Just release yourself. Don't be fearful of the unknown; embrace it in the hopes it will be stellar or have the confidence to know that if it's somehow hurtful it will definitely give you some much needed tools and understanding to handle something of more importance in the future. This is probably the first pitch out of three. You have two more pitches to get it right and hit the home run. If you never take the plate you will never hit that home-run.

Maybe you are ashamed of your past? I'm not sure why. I felt this one other time. It's like you don't let many people in. You don't share a lot with people about your life? I'm not sure I am getting this. I'm sorry. I see such strong ties with your family. It's not about them. You don't think about the past at all do you? That's what this is about. You have to examine some of it. You ignore some things and have for years. Although, you have probably thought about these things a lot over the years you haven't really examined them. It's like you try to shut them out. The thing is that if you had let them in the first time around, you would be past them now and the time you spent dealing on them would have been far less in the long run.

You know it's time for change. You know that you are at the crossroads. You know the time is now or you are going to have to wait in line for that next pitch. What do you really want? Really? You want more of the same or you want to take a risk? It's like buying stock, man. You have what you need, that's a no brainer. Do you have what you want, Jim?

You really want the deepest of deep connections with someone. You really know what you want out of a woman; although, you are surprised when she doesn't fit the exact mold but fits an even better mold that you had never even thought of because your standards weren't set quite high enough. You are looking for that soul mate. This tells me even more that you are probably thinking about asking this girl to marry you. You have given her you heart and she has treated it tenderly, as she would her own or a child's. You tell her things you haven't told many. You are still holding back. There are no guaranties, Jim.