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Dealing with Alzheimer's - it's a family affair

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A personal account of dealing with Alzheimer's disease

 

[under construction while my grandmother sinks deeper into dementia]

This lens is a tribute to a strong, intelligent woman who struggles with an unforgiving disease - and to her kids (my uncles and mother) who fight to keep her life as fulfilling as possible.

The lens is written in chronological order: it's my experience of the starting of the problems and then how they progress.

About Alzheimer's Disease 

There are already several good lenses on Alzheimer's disease on squidoo - so I decided not to repeat their work. Here they are.

Dealing with Alzheimer's Disease 

Alzheimer's is a very unforgiving disease which eventually takes away the personality of a person. If that person is your mom or dad, or someone else you were close to, that is very hard to deal with.

Each stage of the disease has its own issues. Dealing with those issues is quite a challenge and expect family members to react differently.

Be Realistic

Taking care of a person with Alzheimer's is very straining. It is in everybody's best interest that the people caring for that person can actually handle it. So whether family is taking care of them, or they are going to a home: don't trivialize the difficulties just because some things are still going well.

The early stage: forgetfulness, losing things 

The early stage of alzheimer's disease is just like other forms of dementia and very similar to normal forgetfulness which accompanies growing older.

My grandmother lost her stuff an awful lot. She had always been good at moving stuff around the house and this increased after her husband passed away. Her whole house got reorganized. This wasn't yet a symptom of dementia.

Her tendency to move things became a problem (characteristically) when she no longer remembered where she had put the stuff.

The early stage: what's socially appropriate? 

Very early on in the process which lead to dementia - my grandmother was no longer as good at assessing interpersonal relationships.

She was chair in the social committee in her church, but she no longer understood the responsibilities of that position.

When one of the hard working members of her church had a hallmark birthday she didn't want to bring him flowers - why should he be special?

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Dealing with the stages of dementia 

The early stages of dementia can often easily be ignored by the people who don't see the person often. A bit of forgetfulness is expected of people who are getting older.

As the disease progresses it gets harder to ignore. What I've seen people do to deal with that is:

  • Trying to train back skills that were lost (using the DVD or video for instance)

  • Denial: focussing on all that is still going well

  • Trying to control the environment so that accidents get avoided (a good response, but it can become too much)

  • Staying away: my coming won't do my mother any good

Books on Alzheimer's disease 

Learning to Speak Alzheimer's: A Groundbreaking Approach for Everyone Dealing with the Disease

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The Forgetting - A Portrait of Alzheimer's

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The Alzheimer's Action Plan: The Experts' Guide to the Best Diagnosis and Treatment for Memory Problems

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Amazon Price: $15.68 (as of 07/26/2008)

In hospital - going crazy 

My grandmother broke a hip and landed in hospital. She was stuck in bed for months as complication followed complication. It's not clear what did it - the medicine, the lack of privacy (six people to a room) or the fact that the people in that room were different weekly.

Anyhow - the result was that my grandmother told her visitors great stories of where she had been. She had been on the pond in the town she'd grown up in. She had fallen asleep in the bed in the supermarket and thank god nobody had really minded her being there.

Dealing with Alzheimer's - the challenge 

Below are some of the possible responses people can have with family members going through this. How did you react? What have you seen people do in your family?

Denial: my family-member isn't demented

1 point

Rational response: let's find a good place for him/her

1 point

Emotional response: Let's keep her cared for in the family as long as possible

1 point

Avoidance: not dealing with the problem

1 point

Let's talk about the inheritance

What to do with the house, the stuff etc. now that more...0 points

Good care - improvement 

It was clear to everybody that my grandmother was not in her place in hospital. The hospital could not really do that much for here any more and she was quite literally going crazy. So she went to a nursing home.

Emotionally she improved. In time the stories disappeared and she calmed down a lot. Her memory was still noticeably worse than before she had gone to hospital though.

Where am I? 

This weekend my grandmother shocked me by calling me up (thankfully she can still use the telephone) and telling me she didn't know where she was.

I wonder at myself: I can apparently still get shocked.

There have been many clues over the past months that it was hard for her to realize where she was. But the difference was: this time it didn't help if I reminded her that she was in a home. It didn't help to remind her of the name of the home she was in.

Only when I told her to look around and see if she recognized anything did she realize that there were pictures of all the people she loved on the walls. That did calm her down a bit, though perhaps it was just hearing my voice.

Moodswings 

I don't know if this is a symptom of Alzheimer's, but recently my grandmother has been happy one moment (especially when I was visiting) and sad, angry, frustrated and lost the next - whether I was visiting or not.

It's frustrating to see that when we try to give her a good time, it takes her some time to appreciate it. Apparently she's less flexible or something now.

Alzheimer's on film 

Alzheimer's Association Education Video

Do you know the 10 warning signs of Alzheimer's Disease? Are you aware of the plight of caregivers -- the friends and loved ones who care for Alzheimer's patients? These topics and more are covered in this presentation created by J-NEX Media for the Alzhemer's Association. For more information, please go to www.alzla.org.

Runtime: 7:48 | 16202 views | 24 Comments

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Conversations that don't make sense 

This is probably the major headache for many people who visit Alzheimer's patients.

One moment my grandmother seems to understand her situation, the next she doesn't.

This morning she was telling me that she got lost in the mall, but did find her room again. She told me that she accepted that she would never live in her old house again.

This was sort of coherent, if the 'mall' is taken as her word for some place in her retirement home.

The frustrating part came later. I told her I'd be going home and she wanted to get up, out of her wheelchair and go to her old home. It took some convincing to get her to accept that she should stay where she was and that I would just escort her back to her room...

Complaining to me, about me - how to say good buy 

I don't know who my grandmother thought she was talking to on the phone yesterday. But she didn't realize I was the person she was complaining about.

She is moving from one nursing home to another. She has been in the first for 9 months. Although she says she isn't nervous about the new home, leaving the old one has her stressed out. Moving is stressful on anybody, but my grandmother was always one to enjoy it. She likes (or liked) change. Moving things about is something she used to do for fun. Moving herself about is just part of the territory.

But now she was so nervous that what I said one moment really didn't stick in her brain.

Saying good buy

We had talked about how to say good buy to the old home. My grandmother wanted to do a speech. I thought she meant a speech to the people on her floor. It became clear yesterday though that she wanted to say good buy not so much to the people on her floor as to the people at the physical therapy department. By then it was too late to change things, and doing the speech didn't fit the culture on the floor she was at anyhow.

So the much talked about saying good buy turned out quite flat. She didn't get to do her speech. She didn't get a group of teary eyed nice people waving her out.
This fits: she isn't very popular with the people on her floor. This is partly to do with the fact that she is plain difficult (half deaf, doesn't understand half of what's going on) and part to do with the people just not being 'her style'.

But my grandmother has been an organizer all her life. She is the type of person that can go to the local market and meet half a dozen people there who know who she is and want to talk to her. All of them people she will have forgotten.

So she is used to being known and being appreciated. She is still appreciated. She has an extra ordinary amount of visitors still coming regularly: about daily in fact. She still has people writing to her. And she still manages to sometimes write back.

The difference is: those are people who know her from way back. People that know what she likes, what she's interested in etc. There is a relationship to build on, even if my grandmother is forgetting the details of those relationships as time goes by.

But on her floor - she's just a difficult old lady. I do think she's sort of popular with the staff. They are certainly nice to her, and she appreciates it (and therefor is mostly nice to them, except for tantrums).

Since I've lived with her the three years before she went into that home, our relationship is quite close. I'm one of the few people she can call during the day time - because I work from home, I can fit in a listening to grandma session here and there.

I was also the one who bought the chocolates for the staff and the pastry for the residents - but I'm afraid my grandmother ended up missing all that. The main event she wanted didn't come.

And it was my fault. I hadn't listened well enough. I hadn't involved her in planning it enough. And who did she complain to about my faults? First to me, to my face. That was alright in a sense: at least she realized she was complaining to the person who had done all that. And she had the grace to realize that I'd put in a lot of effort.

But then, later that evening, on the phone... She called me to air her problems, she said. Katinka (that's me) had messed up the saying good buy. Was she going away the next day, or the day after? The next day, I told her. I told her she could still say good buy to the staff tomorrow morning, but nothing else could be done at this point. I also told her what I'd known for 6 hours by then: the home wasn't used to people giving something of a speech on leaving.

I do think that was the crutch of the practical problem. But underneath the problem was that my grandmother just can't plan these things as she used to. She can't communicate very well what she wants, nor does she know who the people she has to say good buy to are. The emotion is still there, some of the sense of what's right is still there - but the pieces no longer fit.

I got the blowout of that disappointment. Now I hope the rest of the family doesn't start blaming me as well...

[They didn't by the way.

My grandmother settled in reasonably well in her new home, but two weeks later she still needed me to explain that this was where she was going to stay for a long time.]

In a new home - buying flowers 

Having been in her new home two weeks now, my grandmother and i set out to buy flowers at the flower stall in the hall. [yes, it's a great home]

I got one bouquet, for just having moved house.
Another bouquet was bought for 'the hostess'.

So we went to the living room on her floor to find out who would get the flowers for 'the hostess'. We went and asked the first person we saw who the hostess was.
She said - 'that's me'. So I gave her the flowers in my grandmothers name. She went all flustered - I'm not sure that's allowed. But she thanked my grandmother profusely for the flowers, with tears in her eyes.

For my grandmother the flowers were successfully delivered to 'the hostess'. A social grace successfully performed.
To another guest in the home it was a great day - she got flowers for being 'the hostess' - a role I'm sure she had performed often in her life, but perhaps not now...

[If you still didn't get it - the follow up should clue you in:

One of the volunteer helpers made sure our 'hostess' found herself a vase to put the flowers in.]

They've just left me here.... 

My grandmother is always happy to see me. Thank god you're here she says almost invariably as I turn up.

Yesterday she went on to tell me that she'd had a note from my uncle Francis. Francis had just left her here, she said. What business did she have in this place with nobody to talk to?

My uncle Francis is her most devoted son. He did her whole room before she came here. He keeps her finances. He lives closest, so she sees him most often: twice a week at least. He takes her to concerts. Had taken her to a birthday party just the day before.
But - this means he can also do more things 'wrong'.

Another uncle had bought a closet for my grandmother earlier. But something was wrong with it, so it had to be fixed. This was left, obviously, for my uncle Francis. He had gone to the home to fix the doors - only to find that my grandmother wasn't there - off for diner or something.
So when he was finished, and on his way to my house to help me with some stuff, and then on to dinner (you can see what kind of man he is) - he wrote a note to my grandmother that caused her such grief: why am I left alone here?

It took me some time to explain to my grandmother that my uncles (who she blames for her stay here) really had her best interests at heart. That really her leg would make it impossible for her to live on her own. That Francis would come and visit her tomorrow. That a lot of people live near here, and that the service in this home is great.

BTW: she seems to think, with at least part of her brain, that the home she is in is ALL HERS. She's used to having tenants, so she said: It's alright that those people are staying here, what use have I of all that room? How long do you think they'll stay?

Your experiences with alzheimer's 

Joan4

You have written such a loving, thoughtful, and knowledgeable lens. Your grandmother is blessed to have you! My mom had Alzheimers in the 1970's- when she was 57 until she died at 67 years old. I remember writing those words - Alzheimers - pre-senile dementia. Now of course it is much better known. Someone told me then that Alzheimers is a ten year funeral. I thought that was a terrible thing to say. But, sadly, they were right. My heart goes to you and to all who are dealing with this nightmare. Praying for a cure!

Posted July 08, 2008

The_Homeopath

We dealt with my Grandfather's Alzeimer's for many years before he passed away. You lens is informative and inspiring, although even after 6 years since his death, I must admit that reading this is still difficult for me. Thank you for sharing this with the world.

Posted June 28, 2008

health_advisor

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Posted June 16, 2008

chickendumplinchick

Thanks for visiting my lens. Was surfing through your list of lens, and saw this lens. You have done what is still too painful for me to do. I lost both my grandmother (at 85 about 10 years ago) and my mother (at 69 a little over a year ago) to Alzheimer's and in addition to the pain of losing them, I deal with the fear that it will happen to me as well someday. Keep the faith and keep spreading your words of inspiration. :)

Posted May 21, 2008

GypsyPirate

Everyone's experiences are different when dealing with Alzheimer's and their loved ones - yet in that difference are the similarities. My grandmother also had Alzheimer's - my heart goes out to you and your family that you all may find your own peace.

Posted May 15, 2008

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