Their ain't much people don't know about me. So this is short. I'm a recovering Opiate addict. I am a computer tech, I'm a web developer as well. Outside all that fun stuff, I am disabled from a back injury I endured 18 years ago that I have re injured on 4 separate occasions to the point they wont even operate on me because the chance of surgical failure is extremely high. So basically i have an injury that is high on pain, cant be fixed and im so addicted to the one thing that can relieve my pain and make my life worth something that i cant take it. Its god's little joke, deciding at the age of 17 that i should spend the rest of my life in mortal pain.
Now to the bright point of my life. I have 5 beautiful children, from the age of 7 to 18.
Rachel was our last child she is highly intelligent, manipulative and special. Shes daddy's little girl.
James is 12 ans is my only son. He is highly intelligent. He has allot of obstacles to face in his life, but he faces everything with a smile and does wonderfully. I'm so proud of his accomplishments.
Hannah is my middle child, she is 13 going on 30. She is very beautiful and intelligent. She is from my first marriage. Highly articulate and loving. I haven't seen her for 5 years. but I've talked to her once since.
Shiloe will be 16 in October. She is highly intelligent as well, beautiful and a huge heart. Again from my first marriage. I haven't seen or spoken to her for 5 years and i miss her deeply.
Elizabeth just turned 18 in April, and is a beautiful, intelligent, highly articulate young woman who has allot of goals and works hard to overcome anything that gets in her way. She has more potential in her than i think anyone I've ever known. If there was something she really wanted, all she would have to do is focus and it would be hers. We have our ups and downs but theres one thing that we have is our love for each other, that over all other bullshit, keeps our bond strong. Many obstacles left but we will overcome.
I have a beautiful wife named Tracy. June 19th 2009 we will be married for 10 years. And trust me we've fought kicked punched our way to 10 years. I don't think theres been a up or down or bump we haven't worked through together. Tracy is the love of my life, I have no better friend, She is the love of my life, no one would be able to fill her shoes. She is one of the most dynamic, intelligent and loving people I've ever met. She has always been there for me and our children no matter what. No questions asked. She has to be the strongest woman I've ever known. She has allowed me to be me no matter the cost. Shes been there for me on the high points, and shes been there to help me through the most devastating, destructive points in my life, she has put up with my addictions, my recovery, my moods my attitudes, my binge drinking back in our early marriage, puts up with my jokes, my pain and everything else. I love her so much i don't even know if love is an appropriate word for how i feel for my wife. if there were another word or description of the intimate love and respect i have for Tracy I would have to say its ten times that. I love you honey....
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