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From the lens Cancer Warrior.

How have you been touched by cancer? I'd love for you to share your story. Or just say hello!

Purple Star lens on Squidoo November 5, 2009: This lens was awarded a purple star today!  For those not familiar with Squidoo, that is one of the highest honors a page here can receive, an award for excellence in lenscrafting.  Thank you, Squidoo, and thanks everyone for all of your visits, comments, and support!


I am humbled and honored! This lens was voted number three in the "Best About Me Lens" category of the 2009 Giant Squid Awards. Thank you for your votes and support!



UPDATE: I am just overwhelmed with the outpouring of love and support through these comments. I hope you'll click on the map to see how people are reaching out from all over the world to lift us up - and we feel it. Thank you, every one! Know that others with anal cancer will visit this page and see this and be encouraged as well. How could they not be?

Locations of visitors to this page

  • FlaminCatDesigns Apr 25, 2012 @ 10:39 am | delete
    Thank you for sharing your story. Cancer seems to run in our family, we lost my grandmother and aunt to cancer. My mother had a tumor and section of her colon removed almost 20 years ago, they told her it was precancerous. About a year and a half ago, she had a tumor and another section of her color removed and this time it was stage 2 cancer. She decided to not do any treatment despite her oncologists advice and is about 77. I don't blame her for not wanting to go through all that. I got myself checked and all is OK at this point. Thanks for sharing your story.
  • Susan52 Apr 25, 2012 @ 11:53 am | delete
    Glad you got checked out, too. Hopefully your mom will continue to do well. My dad is now on at least a five-year follow-up schedule following his colon cancer surgery, from which he had a very long recovery. He's 82 and thriving now. and we are so very thankful. I hope you can report the same for your mom at age 82!
  • Kumarastylez Oct 17, 2011 @ 1:07 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing this story. I most say i have great respect for you that you still stand with both feet on the ground.

    "You never thought it could happen to you or a loved one
    But when it does everything changes
    Winter comes faster
    And summer fades away
    Oh, I hate cancer's pain."
  • RenaissanceWoman2010 Oct 9, 2011 @ 8:50 am | delete
    Thank you for blessing me with your shared journey. Like you, I believe in the power of prayer. Prayer changes things... changes us. I will continue to lift you up (and your family members) in my prayers. Blessings to you. **Squid Angel Blessed**
  • claudiatuli Oct 4, 2011 @ 7:53 am | delete
    I just read your impressive lens.My husband also got diagnozed with cancer, but appendix cancer, they took it off and for now the CT was good, but they want to take of a part of his colon. thanks god! Your lens is really great, ecpecially for people which are effected by this topic. thanks for sharing.
  • PicaPicaJewelry Sep 22, 2011 @ 3:04 pm | delete
    Hi! I was wondering if you have tried and acid/alkaline diet. There is lots of information on how malignant cells can develop in an acidic environment.
  • Susan52 Sep 22, 2011 @ 4:56 pm | delete
    I'm not at all strict about my diet, but I do know about the acid/alkaline evidence regarding cancer cells and try to maintain a reasonably healthy diet with acid/alkaline balance in mind. You can learn more about that diet and other ways to eat healthy to keep the cancer away in the Crazy, Sexy Diet book that I mentioned above. Thanks so much for mentioning it and for your visit and comment!
  • Squidoo_Chick Sep 20, 2011 @ 1:07 am | delete
    From my personal experience I believe that positive thinking is a major assistance in beating this disease. I hope I see a cure in my lifetime
  • Helenee Aug 1, 2011 @ 6:05 am | delete
    Be strong and don't worry, God will help you through all difficult situations. Keep your spirits high, this is an essential element in keeping cancer away. Apart from diet and checking, of course!
  • dannystaple Jul 31, 2011 @ 10:05 am | delete
    Glad to hear you got the all clear. Cancer is perhaps one of the most feared of all diseases right now - I've not personally had or been close to someone having cancer, but some family members have been. I can only hope medical science gets good at dealing with this.
  • CarlThomp May 23, 2011 @ 11:50 am | delete
    This is an excellent life story which I enjoyed immensely I also shared my experience through my mother-in-law who recently lost the battle with colon cancer (http://www.squidoo.com/the-battle-with-cancer). However keep the good work up
  • Mike Tanski Apr 27, 2011 @ 2:37 pm | delete
    Wow this story is so close to home! I had colon cancer, my father had colon and rectal cancer and his mother had colon cancer.
    My dad's story was much the same as what I have just read here. Chemo, surgery, radiation, almost dying in the process. His doctor told me he would not survive but prayer and his stubborn Polish determination saw otherwise. Today he is gone, an aneurism killed him, suddenly. The cancer didn't. Against all odds. That man suffered, and even when he was cured he lived with a bag which really cramped his style, and on top of it he knew about the aneurism.
    My story is actually mild by comparison. I had a highly selective vagotomy when I was 26, for a burst duodenal ulcer. This is an operation where they sever the nerves to the stomach to stop the production of acid so to let the ulcer heal, but what they don't tell you is that it leaves you with digestive complications, a loose gut being one of them. That had a role to play in the cancer episode.
    In 1997 I had a job which demanded I travel a lot. I had perhaps more than my usual share of a runny stomach but I put that down to the hotel and airline food which was my staple diet at the time. Come December I was getting intermittent episodes of pain which again I blamed on the food. I took a break and one morning when I went to the loo had a catastrophic bleed. I phoned the specialist who was treating my wife's ulcerative colitis and told him what had happened. He saw me immediately and said it didn't sound good. Three days later I was introduced to my first colonoscopy and they found a tumour the size of a grape at the first bend in the colon. They removed it there and then, cutting it's stalk which attached it to the colon wall. It was called a polypoid carcinoma. I woke up and went home, with a deep seated feeling that something had been very wrong.
    Monday saw me in the specialist's office. He showed me the photos and explained what had gone on. Apparently the cancer ended one millimeter in the stalk from where he had cut, ie he had cut healthy flesh. Here's the scary bit: According to him if I had left this thing just two weeks longer it would have spread into the colon wall and all the major organs and my chances of living beyond six months hence would have been slim. That rocked my world a tad.
    I had to have extensive tests to check for spread to other organs anyway, and had to take a whole lot of different pills, a handfull each day, the actual composition of which I was not sure of, but six months later I was pronounced clear. By then I was on colonoscopy number two, and was having them every six months. By now I am on more than ten, closer to twenty, I have actually lost count, I hate the damn things but having them sure beats dying! Its not so much the colonoscopy that is unpleasant, its the preparation!
    Well, along the way they have found more polyps and pulled them out, but I am not afraid. I know that as long as I have my checks done regularly I am safe. I had an amazingly close shave, my specialist still remarks today how lucky I was.
    But I also know beyond any doubt that my Lord was looking after me then and is still doing so now. I was spared death for a reason.
    Some of my friends hail me as a hero for surviving cancer but I disagree. It was not in my hands. I had it easy. But I did discover one thing. I made a sales call on a woman oneday that answered the door distraught. Her husband had just been diagnosed. We forgot the reason I was there, I spent a couple of hours telling her my and my dad's story and when I left she told me I had given her hope, which she had none of when I arrived. That made me see things in a new light. What a feeling to know that one has the power to give such a gift to someone.
    Cancer does not have to kill. If the signs are heeded early, and action taken, it is not a fatal disease. My dad proved that.
    God Bless all of you that have read this. Life is great! Life is a gift from a great God!
  • Susan52 Apr 27, 2011 @ 9:07 pm | delete
    Mike, God bless you and thank you so much for sharing your story. I feel the same way you do about being called a hero. We do what we have to do and thank the Lord daily for sparing us. Blessings to you!
  • Ruthi Mar 22, 2011 @ 9:10 am | delete
    Fabulous your fight against cancer. Love the "Prayer Works" tee-shirt!
  • vivienne Mar 10, 2011 @ 4:02 am | delete
    Thank you for sharing your story and im so glad to hear you are doing well.God bless you xx
  • ---Chazz Jan 17, 2011 @ 10:31 am | delete
    My mom died of cancer several years ago after being ill for about 6 months, but she was 90 and it didn't really hit home until we lost a dear family member to lymphoma this spring after a 15 year long battle. She was 42 years old. You have my admiration and gratitude for this lens and best wishes for the future. I appreciate your strength, endurance, and willingness to share and help others. Bless you.
  • rr_flint Jan 16, 2011 @ 11:33 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing. I have a relative battling cancer right now. Your stories give me hope. God Bless You!
  • Frankster Jan 15, 2011 @ 5:55 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing your story. I know that is will help others. It raised my awareness and I'll be passing your url to friends. My thoughts -- both loving and healing -- are coming your way. Humongous bear hugs, Frankie
  • Pukeko Dec 26, 2010 @ 12:27 pm | delete
    Thanks for updating us with more good news. Hope you continue to enjoy this holiday season.
  • _Joan_ Dec 25, 2010 @ 11:58 pm | delete
    Merry Christmas! Glad to hear that things are going well!
  • Carmel_Aaron Dec 25, 2010 @ 10:37 pm | delete
    My dear Susan, I am so happy for your great report. I think about you all the time. Hope your brother gets better every day.
    I must have had you on my mind pretty much - as I did another lens today called: The Cancer War
    Sending good thoughts, vibrations and continued prayers your way. It is intense.
    Great job my dear!
  • raphaelo Dec 25, 2010 @ 2:23 pm | delete
    I'm honored and so proud to meet you, my dear wonderful lady, Susan. Please remind that I always be one of people who be on your sides and always giving all best wishes to you :) Love and Proud to be here =)
  • darciefrench Dec 25, 2010 @ 2:02 pm | delete
    You are AWESOME! I love this story. Thank-you so much for sharing.
  • ohcaroline Dec 12, 2010 @ 9:56 pm | delete
    I'm pulling for you Susan. Prayer is your best ally in the war. God bless! Stay strong.
  • celeBritys4africA Nov 8, 2010 @ 1:46 am | delete
    You are astrong woman,Susan.Ifollow you also onTwitter, your story is very touching.
  • compgeek123 Oct 27, 2010 @ 11:09 am | delete
    My girlfriends mother had cancer and has just finished her chemo, radio and pills. She even joked about looking like voldemort during chemo.

    I think a positive outlook seriously heightens the chances of beating cancer. Good lens.
  • Susan52 Oct 27, 2010 @ 11:30 am | delete
    My best wishes to your girlfriend's mother, and thanks for the kind comment!
  • SallyJaneOriginals Oct 26, 2010 @ 11:14 am | delete
    Thanks for the lens - a beam of hope and encouragement while I'm going through radiotherapy.....good to hear a survivor's story
  • Susan52 Oct 26, 2010 @ 11:45 am | delete
    I'm so happy you found the lens and left a comment. I'm featuring you above with a couple of other Squidoo friends who are cancer warriors along with us. Blessings to you, my new friend!
  • LeanneChesser Oct 20, 2010 @ 7:47 pm | delete
    I just stopped by to see if you had updated this page and I'm so happy about your results, and your dad's. I'm sorry to hear about your brother - - I'll be thinking positive thoughts and checking back to see how he's doing.
  • Susan52 Oct 20, 2010 @ 8:05 pm | delete
    Thanks, Leanne. It's hard watching my brother go through this rough time, but he's a fighter.
  • Pukeko Oct 18, 2010 @ 1:36 am | delete
    Came back with my new wings to give a blessing to your story of encouragement and hope. I am glad you are a winning warrior.
  • Susan52 Oct 20, 2010 @ 8:03 pm | delete
    Thanks so much, Rhonda. I really appreciate it!
  • jp1978 Oct 12, 2010 @ 11:05 am | delete
    Thank you for sharing. My prayers for you and your brother.
  • Susan52 Oct 20, 2010 @ 8:04 pm | delete
    Thanks so much. Prayers are always very much appreciated.
  • ajgodinho Oct 5, 2010 @ 5:49 pm | delete
    Thanks for sharing this with us Susan! I'm sure the fight has been long, but it's good to see that you're progressing well. Let's stand in agreement in the Lord for yourself and your brother. **Blessed by a Squid-Angel and featured on Squid Angel Blessings by AJ**
  • Susan52 Oct 5, 2010 @ 5:59 pm | delete
    Thanks so much, AJ. My brother isn't doing very well right now, so prayers are very much appreciated. SquidAngel blessings are, too!
  • resabi Sep 30, 2010 @ 4:34 am | delete
    I'm so glad your prognosis is positive and will keep positive thoughts for your brother as his fight continues. Blessed.
  • howtocurecancer Sep 20, 2010 @ 6:31 am | delete
    I do not understand how you can fight with the chemo, radiations....it has to be very hard....my mom survived breast cancer and now she was diagnosed witg thyroid cancer, but she is doing the same treatment: all natural, organic food, tea, no coffee and a lot of prays........you should see here what she is eating and her day to day life:
    http://howtocurecancer.wordpress.com
  • CCGAL Sep 14, 2010 @ 6:17 pm | delete
    I'm glad I found this today ... I had no idea you'd been going through this ordeal. I wish you all the best and many, many sales to help with the expenses.
  • Susan52 Sep 14, 2010 @ 8:21 pm | delete
    Thanks, CCGAL. I really appreciate your kind words!
  • Waxing-Lyrical Jul 17, 2010 @ 9:27 pm | delete
    Returning before my Squid Angel wings disappear to leave a blessing. Continuing to send positive thoughts your way :)
  • Susan52 Sep 14, 2010 @ 8:20 pm | delete
    Thanks so much! Blessings of every kind are appreciated!
  • bygproductions Jul 15, 2010 @ 1:59 pm | delete
    Just stopping by to see how things are going. Glad their moving in the right direction. Hoping your brother gets some great news soon.
  • Susan52 Sep 14, 2010 @ 8:20 pm | delete
    I really appreciate that. I hope so, too.
  • Molly OH Jul 2, 2010 @ 5:17 pm | delete
    I prayed today for God to heal me from anal cancer... I will be starting radiation & chemo on July 12, 2010 & all the unknowns etc have been getting to me. My prayer was also to give me strength... I was searching google about ports... & this page came up. A gift from God today was finding strength in your story. THANK YOU... An PRAISE GOD!!!
  • Susan52 Jul 2, 2010 @ 5:59 pm | delete
    Molly, I am so, so glad God sent you to this page. Please, if you haven't already, go up to the "links" section above and click on the first one, the Rare Cancer Alliance Support Forum, and join that. It's a private forum and full of people who care and who UNDERSTAND because they've all been where you are right now. Read through the anal cancer section then feel free to ask any question you have, no matter how odd, strange, or personal. Not only will they help, they'll make you LAUGH when you think you might not want to laugh. I can't tell you how much support that forum was for me. Blessings to you. You will be on my heart and in my prayers.

    Susan
  • Molly OH Jul 4, 2010 @ 8:59 am | delete
    Thank you! I signed up for the forum & am just waiting on confirmation!
  • mutter Jul 1, 2010 @ 7:37 am | delete
    Thank you Susan for your frank, open sharing of your difficult journey. Prayer does indeed change things!
  • johndilbeck Jun 8, 2010 @ 7:59 am | delete
    Susan, I came back and re-read your lens and I am so happy to hear that things are going well with your family in your cancer battles. I got some good news yesterday. My thyroid biopsies showed the lumps were benign, so all I have to deal with now is liver surgery and chemo for the colon cancer. Making progress and intend to kick this cancer's butt. You are an inspiration. All the best, JD.
  • Susan52 Jun 29, 2010 @ 5:46 pm | delete
    Continuing to pray for you, John, in your fight. You can beat that bad boy, I know you can!
  • WeddingZazzle May 29, 2010 @ 9:26 am | delete
    Blessed by a SquidAngel :)
  • Susan52 Jun 29, 2010 @ 5:47 pm | delete
    Thanks so much for the blessing, WZ!
  • May 26, 2010 @ 11:46 pm | delete
    Different cancers, similar stories with the awesome medical personnel, tests, finances (or lack thereof), faith, fighting, outpouring of love.... lensrolling back to my Ovarian Cancer lens (thanks for lensrolling that to this). And yes, I'll pray for you, too!
  • Tipi May 18, 2010 @ 6:01 pm | delete
    Blessing to you and your brother, Susan. Thinking of you!!!
  • John Dilbeck May 15, 2010 @ 6:42 pm | delete
    Susan, you tell a story of hope, cure, and survival. I hope you have many years ahead of you with no further attacks from cancer. I'm early in my fight against colon cancer, but I intend to beat it with the help of friends, family, and dedicated doctors, nurses, and other hospital staff. Thanks for the encouragement! All the best, JD.
  • The_HomeScholar May 15, 2010 @ 5:17 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing your journey! I'm going to continue praying for you!!
    Blessings,
    Lee
  • modz May 14, 2010 @ 4:00 pm | delete
    Good info
  • Tipi May 2, 2010 @ 11:24 am | delete
    Susan, my thoughts are with you in my heart everyday. I am going to update Everyday Health lens by featuring this one there. You have really gotten to the heart of things here, thanks for sharing your story. My did died of cancer that most don't survive from, it was fast.
    God bless you my dear friend,
    Susie x
  • sandyspider Mar 17, 2010 @ 11:13 pm | delete
    An inspiring lens. You went through so much. You are a warrior. I will lensroll this back to my Cancer Among Us lens.
  • MsSnow4a Mar 17, 2010 @ 2:17 pm | delete
    Great lens and inspiring. lensrolling back at ya to my Farrah Fawcett lens
  • d-artist Mar 6, 2010 @ 11:06 am | delete
    5*...wow what a story! I have survived cancer, my twin survived, however we lost both parents from it at an early age( I took care of my mom for 2yrs and it gave me a chance to have good memories with bad.....I would like to point to out to readers how very important a colonoscopy is...I have had many, no pain, no fear...It is so IMPORTANT to have one, it's a life saver...I pray all is well with you and your brother, my Faith sustained me.
  • MiaBellezza Feb 22, 2010 @ 11:34 am | delete
    All the best Susan. You are a Cancer Warrior!
  • mulberry Feb 20, 2010 @ 1:10 am | delete
    I wasn't aware of your diagnosis until now. I'm so happy to hear that your treatments went well and things are looking much better! It was educational to read about the symptoms of anal cancer, it's not something I know much about. We all tend to put off Dr. visits...even when we have insurance. Thank you for being so brave and for sharing your story to help others.
  • TheWhistler Feb 19, 2010 @ 2:06 pm | delete
    Grandmother and aunt had breast cancer, both survived it. Grandfather had throat cancer, he died. Mum had colon cancer, she survived. Best friend had cancer, she died, after a brave fight and traveling the country from East to West looking for a treatment.Even left the country to look or help. I don't think there is anyone who hasn't been touched by cancer in one way or another. It's about time they found a cure for the scourge on mankind. My goodness think of all the money that has been given over the years. May God Bless and Keep You in this your time of need.
  • BarbRad Feb 18, 2010 @ 10:05 pm | delete
    Susan, thanks for sharing your story. I was unaware of your fight all this time until your good news hit today. For sure I'll keep you in my prayers. I am surrounded by cancer. Both my parents died of it, though Mom was 89 when she got it. One of my close friends is fighting valiently against colon cancer, and we are attending a memorial service in a few days for an old friend's wife who just died of breast cancer. My mother's sister also died of cancer. So far, all I've had is skin cancer, but I'm watchful and have had two colonoscopies ten years apart just to be on the safe side. They say there's no cancer there, but the symptoms that send me it still persist. They say it's IBS. I am glad you are winning your fight and hope your enemy will leave you alone from now on. I admire your courage and am glad you have your faith to lean on. You have been fighting a hard fight.
  • Susan52 Feb 19, 2010 @ 9:29 am | delete
    Barbara, my heart goes out to you with all that you've had to deal with. it takes a special person to be there for others who are in need, I know. Blessings to you, my friend!
  • MediaWeasel Feb 14, 2010 @ 2:58 pm | delete
    You are a brave and courageous woman, and your selfless story will help others who learn that they have a similar battle to face or who are currently fighting their own battle. My love and best wishes. Suzanne
  • TopMovieSoundtracks Feb 12, 2010 @ 7:46 pm | delete
    My prayers are with you on your recovery. Thanks for taking the time to chronicle your journey so that others can take strength and learn should they face similar circumstances.
  • richperiod Feb 1, 2010 @ 11:02 am | delete
    Great lens, I'm happy because you know that the Lord is your light and salvation who shall you fear.
  • Waxing-Lyrical Jan 26, 2010 @ 5:40 pm | delete
    It is so uplifting to read that you are battling this dreadful disease and winning. From what you write, I am confident that the coming weeks and months will see your ongoing recovery, and your illness's eventual defeat. Sending positive thoughts.

    Thank you so much for visiting my Living With Leukemia lens. I have lensrolled this inspiring lens there.
  • Susan52 Jan 26, 2010 @ 6:10 pm | delete
    Thanks so much for the kind comments. I hope people find and visit your wonderful Living With Leukemia lens.
  • Susan52 Jan 26, 2010 @ 6:11 pm | delete
    Thanks for the kind words. I'm very happy to hear the good news about your son. I'll pray for continued good health for your family!
  • IFlifestyle Jan 24, 2010 @ 1:08 pm | delete
    An ispirational lens-thanks. My son had a bone tumour removed last year. Fortunately, it was benign, but the wait for that to be confirmed was a lead weight in our stomachs. Keep fighting, you are truly a warrior.
  • newbizmau Jan 16, 2010 @ 1:50 am | delete
    Susan, thanks for your story. I have an Aunt dying of a rare disease who's about to turn 50. I'm not only praying for her but all victims of cancer and disease. Bless you and your family.
  • nightcats Jan 11, 2010 @ 4:17 pm | delete
    Hi Susan, blessing to you as you continue on your healing path. I noticed you are Giant of the Day and I dropped by to say hello and discovered this lens. I totally agree with you that prayer can heal, as can positive visualizations and other similar approaches. I wonder if you know about Silent Unity at http://www.unity.org You can phone them or email them with your challenge and they will pray for you 24/7 for a month. All the best.
  • KathyMcGraw Jan 10, 2010 @ 4:31 pm | delete
    I too had to come back and *Bless* this lens. Keep up the fight Susan, you're winning it :)
  • Susan52 Jan 10, 2010 @ 4:33 pm | delete
    Thank you, Kathy! I really appreciate the blessing and your faithfulness in being one of my supporters!
  • Sylvestermouse Jan 10, 2010 @ 12:55 pm | delete
    Just had to stop back by and "Bless" this wonderful lens. I sincerely pray for your complete recovery. I am absolutely thrilled to find out that you have "graduated" from radiation treatments.
    I am adding this lens to my Squid Angel Mouse Tracks lens. I hope that will send a bit of traffic your way.
  • Susan52 Jan 10, 2010 @ 4:32 pm | delete
    I appreciate that so much! Thanks for the blessing and, especially, the prayers and support!
  • LeanneChesser Jan 4, 2010 @ 3:18 pm | delete
    It's great to read about this latest leg of your journey! I'm glad you're seeing so much healing.
  • JuneMary Jan 4, 2010 @ 2:16 pm | delete
    Hi Susan,
    So glad you're on the mend.
    As you can't yet eat your Greens, can I suggest that you get some "Green Phytofoods Powder" from Phillip Day's U.S.site www.credenceusa.com.
    That will keep your body alkalised.
    I wish you a Happy, Healthy New Year.
    June.
  • Evelyn_Saenz Jan 3, 2010 @ 7:50 am | delete
    Congratulations on your Giant Squid Award for 2009 as well as for the Purple Star Award.

    Thinking of you from Costa Rica. Virtual Hugs and hoping all is going well for you.
  • strayspay Dec 31, 2009 @ 5:52 pm | delete
    Wonderful News! WooHoo.
  • Spook Dec 31, 2009 @ 4:49 pm | delete
    So pleased to hear your latest news. Happy New year.
  • alteredkat Dec 29, 2009 @ 9:23 pm | delete
    Congrats on your GS award! ::clapping:: and congrats that tomorrow is your LAST DAY woohoo!...praying for "NED"...will be thinking of you tomorrow...as you get "zapped" and I get "pumped" ;o) ah...have to keep a sense of humour about all of this...otherwise, we'd cry...hang in there!
  • bethd821 Dec 23, 2009 @ 4:29 am | delete
    Congrats on the Giant Squid Award. Well deserved. Hope you continue to do well.
  • Laniann Dec 23, 2009 @ 4:14 am | delete
    Congratulations, on being selected as one of the 2009 Giant Squid Award Winners for your lens on Cancer Warrior.
  • The_Health_Lady Dec 22, 2009 @ 11:28 am | delete
    Congratulations on your Giant Squid Award! 10 years ago I found out that I had malignant melanoma & was terrified. I can only imagine how frightened your were when you found out. My heart goes out to you and your family.
  • Joan4 Dec 21, 2009 @ 10:15 pm | delete
    Congratulations on your Giant Squid Award on this fabulous lens ! Thank you for sharing your story!
  • bdkz Dec 21, 2009 @ 5:44 pm | delete
    Congratulations on being a winner in the 2009 Giant Squid Awards! http://www.squidoo.com/2009-giant-squid-award-winners#module74844421
  • Susan52 Dec 21, 2009 @ 8:22 pm | delete
    Thank you, Bonnie! It was a huge honor to be nominated!
  • Evelyn_Saenz Dec 21, 2009 @ 5:13 pm | delete
    How are you doing today? I will be thinking of you over the holidays. Virtual hugs.

    Evelyn
  • KatherineKouture Dec 13, 2009 @ 8:42 pm | delete
    I'll be praying for you! Any struggles in life can be so difficult, and cancer affects sooo many people. Thank you for educating us.
    One of my hobbies is making jewelry and I donate a portion of anything that I sell to breast cancer. I hope someday we have a cure for every cancer and no one has to suffer...
    Stay strong!!
  • Themiscorkscrew Dec 13, 2009 @ 1:21 pm | delete
    You are very strong to come forward about your struggle. Thank you for educating us all.
  • alteredkat Dec 8, 2009 @ 10:36 am | delete
    Hello Susan...just checking in on you...I just finished #4...2 more to go...should be done mid Jan. How are you feeling?...I read you've lost your hair...no worries...it will grow back...mine is actually making an attempt to grow back during chemo...I look like a molting bald baby eagle ;o)

    Let me know if you want some chemo hats...I bought a ton and hardly wear any of them.

    Hang in there, I will check in with you again soon.
    Huge cyber hugs,
    Kat
  • Light-in-me Dec 2, 2009 @ 2:13 pm | delete
    Hello Susan,
    I wanted to stop by and check on your progress and let you know you and family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers, with much grace you are fighting the good fight. Congratulations on the Giant Squid Awards nomination I am going to go vote for you right now. :)

    God bless
    Robin
  • Katya24 Dec 1, 2009 @ 3:28 pm | delete
    I wish you all the best and I am sure that you will be wearing the 'survivor' shirt very soon! In hypnotherapy we refer to 'disorder' as the problem (whatever it is we are facing) as opposed to a well person being ordered and healthy.
    Take a deep breath and look in a mirror, picture the healthy 'you' in the reflection, imagine it so vividly and with your faith and belief it will happen.
    Finally, congratulations on your nomination. xx
  • prosperity66 Nov 29, 2009 @ 6:28 am | delete
    I didn't get touched by cancer, just was on the way to... but got a surgery long before it could happen. However, this doesn't prevent me from being at the risk... Thanks for sharing your story.
    And congratulations on your nomination for the 2009 Giant Squid Awards!
    Dom.
  • canopiesandtarps Nov 28, 2009 @ 5:31 pm | delete
    Very informative lens. I could'nt even answer the phone until I was finished reading. Your in my thoughts and prayers. Keep up the fight!
  • ShortSaleRealtor Nov 28, 2009 @ 12:01 pm | delete
    very encouraging lens hi 5 for you
  • HorseAndPony Nov 28, 2009 @ 11:43 am | delete
    Back again. Just wanted to add congratulations on your nomination for the 2009-Giant-Squid-Awards.
  • Susan52 Nov 28, 2009 @ 11:46 am | delete
    Thanks so much! The nomination is quite an honor!
  • liferocks Nov 27, 2009 @ 4:42 am | delete
    I wish i were a fraction as brave as u..keep fighting
  • skiesgreen Nov 25, 2009 @ 2:57 pm | delete
    Thank you for making this lens Susan. Not many of us would know about this awful disease. It must be extremely uncomfortable and I have asked the Spirit for you healing. God bless

    Norma
  • LindaJM Nov 24, 2009 @ 4:57 am | delete
    (((Susan))) I had no idea you were going through all this until tonight when I clicked on "Cancer Warrior" from the Squidoo front page. You are taking this so well, and I admire you so much for speaking out about it. My grandfather had colon cancer so I started having colonoscopys seven years ago when I was fifty. It was a relief to know that regular colonoscopies minimize the liklihood of getting this kind of cancer. Good thing you got yours when you did!
  • Think For Yourself! Nov 23, 2009 @ 2:52 pm | delete
    Immediately Start Using Reishi, Maitake & Agaricus Mushrooms Immediately, Start drinking Pure 100% Aloe Vera Daily with 25 Grams of Ground Flax Fiber Daily! NO MATTER WHAT YOUR DOCTOR SAYS!

    Is it ANY Surprise Doctors have some of THE lowest Life Expectancy of ANY Profession!

    BE Your OWN Doctor! Do your Own Research! Don't Just TRUST, THINK!

    These are in fact the most proven substances on the planet for eliminating cancer from the body. They have a far higher success rate than any conventional treatment.

    Research Dr. Richard Schulze who healed those from near death whom the modern medical system turned away!

    Start thinking for yourselves and don't mindlessly accept what doctors and the modern medical system tells you as truth!

    You can't HEAL your body by putting TOXINS IN like drugs and chemo! This is PROVEN TRUTH!

    The average Cancer "Success" Rate using conventional treatments is 3% over 5 years. That's only remission! NOT CURED!

    NATURAL HERBAL THERAPY IS THE #1 TREATMENT FOR ALL DISEASE!

    The Modern Medical System Will NEVER let this fact be known!

    WHY? They will LOSE TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS, The Drug Industry Would COLLAPSE. The ENTIRE Medical System would be turned upside down!
  • JayAllyn Nov 21, 2009 @ 8:40 pm | delete
    Please read my recent squidoo entry at http://squidoo.com/obrienenzymes. If you go to the
    http://avena-originals-nutrition.com website find the contact us # and ask for Cameron or Mel
  • Spook Nov 21, 2009 @ 2:02 pm | delete
    Just dropping by to see how things are going Susan. So glad to hear you are feeling so much better since Wednesday. Think of you often.
  • EmKayO Nov 21, 2009 @ 10:33 am | delete
    Susan, I absolutely love your lens. I know from experience that it takes a special kind of courage to deal with cancer when the diagnosis is thrust upon you. That's one package for which I wanted to refuse delivery. But there it was. And you learn real quick that you're going to give up or fight. I wanted to give up at first because I was centered on myself. Then I gradually realized that this cancer was affecting the people around me on a whole different and more powerful level.

    It was those people around me that made me realize I needed to find the fight within me and go to war against this thing that had invaded my body. I also realized my absolute need for God. I was a Christian, but I was a "by the book" Christian. There was no relationship there with my Father. I quickly realized I needed that deeper, closer relationship.

    I don't want to bore everyone with my story, but suffice it to say that I survive even to this day - God gave me 17 years so far, and hopefully more to come if He wills it. You are providing hope and a forum in which people can share and relate - thanks for that. My prayer for you is that God will continue to work in you and reach out through you to others in need.

    Love wins,
    M. Kayo
  • alexkazam Nov 20, 2009 @ 12:04 pm | delete
    A great lens about a subject many people avoid talking about- yet, it's by talking about it that some of the fear can reduced. Getting an early diagnosis and keeping positive and as healthy as possible definately help. Thankyou for this lens.
  • s09 Nov 20, 2009 @ 10:54 am | delete
    I found your lens special only not because it is a great source of help and hope but also that the writer is a warrior in true sense.God bless you.
  • Norma_Budden Nov 20, 2009 @ 1:26 am | delete
    Susan, my maternal grandfather had stomach cancer, if memory serves me correctly...but it did spread throughout his body. It wasn't easy to witness....

    I admire your courage in writing about your struggles and ordeals and, to be honest, your faith shines through in your writing because there isn't one place where I sense you feeling sorry for yourself...

    I published another lens tonight and thought of you as I was writing it. In fact, I thought of sick people, people who have lost loved ones, families which have broken-up, and homeless people. I wanted to write about the Emotional Aspects of Christmas because, too often, people focus on gifts and having fun without thinking about the other emotions the season brings forth. It truly opened my eyes in a way I could never have imagined...
  • superklaas Nov 19, 2009 @ 8:20 pm | delete
    It is special people like you that help others become strong, The writer to the Hebrews says that we are to encourage one another to spur one another on, May the Lord give you all his blessings and May HIS strength wash over you.
  • JuneMary Nov 19, 2009 @ 7:39 pm | delete
    http://www.canceractive.com/cancer-active-page-link.aspx?n=2122&Title=Active8%20Programme
    Hi Susan,
    So sorry to read about your health challenge.
    You will find help at the link above. I'm not messing you about -- this is serious information.
    "Alternative" health practitioners know lots about cancer that oncologists in allopathic medicine deny all knowledge of.
    Cancer cells can only exist in an acidic body which is in a fermentation state, they cannot live in a body whose internal environment is alkaline and OXYGENATED.
    Read the Active8 programme on Chris Woollams' site, and follow his advice. You will be surprised.
    Cancer is a metabolic disorder due to lifesyle, lack of nutrition and toxic overload.
    If you want to talk, email me.
    Best regards, June.
  • ClassyGals Nov 19, 2009 @ 6:24 pm | delete
    Susan, know that your in my thoughts and prayers.
  • totalhealth Nov 19, 2009 @ 3:33 pm | delete
    several of my relatives in my mother side had been diagnosed or died with cancer, its really a silent killer but I admire your courage and your will to survive against it.
  • Saltsalt Nov 18, 2009 @ 12:36 pm | delete
    Awesome lens! Brave warrior, my heart goes out to you along with my prayers for you and your entire family. Keep praying, God is the great physician!!!!
  • spirituality Nov 18, 2009 @ 2:25 am | delete
    All the family being either tested or treated for some kind of cancer at the same time? that must be extra hard. Wishing you strength and health and that it may be better very soon.
  • Pastiche Nov 17, 2009 @ 10:03 am | delete
    Thinking of you as strong and surviving Susan, queen of Squidoo. Prayers go out for you and all your family. Shared your story with my family members also.
  • pur-water-filtration-systems-com Nov 16, 2009 @ 5:53 am | delete
    Fight the fight with God all things are possible, If you are interested in looking at a possible alternative treatment, please check out this site it has links to a lot of resources for alternative treatments http://hemp-cancer-cure.com

    My prayers are with you.
  • rgrajagiri Nov 15, 2009 @ 10:46 pm | delete
    I'm thinking and pray for you and your family.

    http://www.replicawatchesindia.info
  • ruilevi Nov 15, 2009 @ 3:28 pm | delete
    Such great lens on such a dificult topic!...keep fighting & you will win the batle
  • clearmind Nov 13, 2009 @ 5:05 am | delete
    great story. Remember to keep strong.
  • jzmbdzn_squidoo_63 Nov 12, 2009 @ 5:27 pm | delete
    Thank you very much for sharing your experiences with us about your brave fight with this monster. There are so many people in the world who are suffering quietly from Cancer. I had an experience in the family as well. My father was diagnised with Prostate cancer in June 2007. He suffered so badly that we thought we were going to lose him. My father is in Africa and I am living in the UK. From another friend in USA, I got some information about a product called 4Life Transfer Factor Malepro. I bought this product. I sent 2 bottles of the product and he used it for 3 months. You know things are hard in some parts of Africa. Just before the end of the 3 months he was taken to hospital for final checks before the operation and the doctor was shocked. The cancer had gone. During the time he was using the medicine he did not get any other treatment. Transfer Factor kills 97% of cancer cells in the body and so with 3% left one can lead a normal healthy life. Visit: jzmbdzn.my4life.com
  • stacy_mcdaniel Nov 12, 2009 @ 12:14 pm | delete
    Keeping you in my prayers.
  • tintin79 Nov 12, 2009 @ 1:53 am | delete
    Keep positive as much as possible and good luck..
  • mitchking Nov 11, 2009 @ 2:30 pm | delete
    Thanks for sharing your story. I hope you are still well and will have a wonderful holiday season with your family.
  • treasuresyw Nov 11, 2009 @ 1:21 pm | delete
    Hey Susan, Just wanted to leave a comment here. I am so blessed to have found your lens. You are strong and courageous and I'm glad that you know that the power is within you to fight. You encouraged those of us that complain about the small mundane things in life. You will be stronger because of this. You are an inspiration. And because I know prayer does work, you have mine. Warrior Woman!!!! I pray that all went well today with therapy. I'm sure you may feel tired but there are angels dispatched to minister to(care for) you. Be peaceful and thank you for sharing this story.

    -Shalonda "Treasure" Williams
  • JenOfChicago Nov 11, 2009 @ 11:31 am | delete
    Thank you for sharing your story, I am sure it will help and inspire others - I am sending good thoughts your way during your treatment! Be sure to reach out to the American Cancer Society if you are interested in support groups, rides to the hospital, advice on de-coding what the doctors are saying, info on trial medications, etc. I volunteer with them, they're great!
  • Judithat Nov 11, 2009 @ 11:11 am | delete
    You'll be in our thgouthts. Remember you are what you think about and visualise. Think wellness and health.
  • Wysiwigs Nov 11, 2009 @ 9:38 am | delete
    I said a prayer for you this morning as you go for your first treatment. I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer at age 40 (my very first mammogram) and was in the best shape of my life. Unfortunately, cancer has absolutely no regard for such things. That was 3 years ago, and I know that I could not have done it without God. I am lensrolling you to my "PinkThink" lens, and think it is wonderful that you are willing to share your story to help someone else. Chin up sistafriend, God WILL get you through!
  • bethd821 Nov 11, 2009 @ 9:04 am | delete
    Thinkingof and praying for you today as you start your treatment.
  • jjsuico Nov 11, 2009 @ 2:56 am | delete
    may you become victorious against cancer!!!

    Mesothelioma Blog
  • nyfamily5 Nov 10, 2009 @ 10:45 pm | delete
    From one cancer survivor to another, Good Luck and I'll pray for you
  • tandemonimom Nov 10, 2009 @ 7:36 pm | delete
    {{{Susan}}} a positive attitude is so very important in this fight, and you've got that! The other thing is lots of people praying for you, and you've got that too!
  • Susan52 Nov 10, 2009 @ 6:22 pm | delete
    Just wanted to touch base once again to thank everyone for the amazing comments. I'm not so brave, I'm just doing what I have to do. All of you and my family and friends are the ones who keep me going with all the well wishes and prayer support. Thanks for that, and please remember me as treatment starts in the morning or when my name crosses your mind. Remember my brother, too, as this is his chemo week followed by scans to check his progress. Definitely praying for a positive response there!
  • happynutritionist Nov 10, 2009 @ 4:16 pm | delete
    Will be praying for you tomorrow as you begin your treatments, and checking in to see how you are progressing when you're able to share...I agree with your "Weapons" and use the same Ones. (((Hugs))) ~claudia
  • SquidooKimberly Nov 10, 2009 @ 3:42 pm | delete
    Good luck in your battle! Ugh...what a place to have doctors poking around in. :p I had an aggressive phyllodes breast tumor removed last year. I keep thinking about creating a lens to help others but still haven't started. You're so brave!
  • Carmel_Aaron Nov 10, 2009 @ 12:44 pm | delete
    Just wanted to stop by and check on by favorite warrior. I want you to know
    that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.

    Of course I am only one of a multitude of friends who are praying and cheering you on.

    You are loved my dear Susan, your kindnesses are known and you are our dearly
    loved Susan.

    Looking forward to your 'Recovered Good Health',

    Your friend
  • cconiam Nov 9, 2009 @ 10:48 pm | delete
    You said ... "It's a squamous cell cancer in the anus", ....is that skin cancer in the anus? I've never heard of that...my heart goes out to you and your family. You'll be in my prayers...fight the good fight!!! You can do it!!!!!
  • RollingLuggage Nov 9, 2009 @ 4:23 pm | delete
    Nice inFo
  • blue22d Nov 8, 2009 @ 9:36 pm | delete
    Hi Susan, my prayers are with you and I know our God is capable of anything. My husband is a lung cancer survivor. He had surgery in March of this year. He is getting stronger and stronger each day and he sends his best to you. Thank you for this lens and sharing your personal story with all of us.
  • Light-in-me Nov 8, 2009 @ 6:30 pm | delete
    Believing for the very best for you and your family, I will keep you and your brother in my prayers.

    Robin
  • Lynette Baldwin Nov 8, 2009 @ 1:21 pm | delete
    Susan, my prayers are with you. God bless you in your fight, may you be victorious!
    If you are ever looking for a little help visit makeliferich.com
  • Evelyn_Saenz Nov 8, 2009 @ 8:31 am | delete
    Praying for you, my friend and sending love and virtual hugs to both you and your family. You are a warrior and you can beat this.
  • Jewelsofawe Nov 7, 2009 @ 11:38 pm | delete
    I am sorry to hear this! My heart went out to you and your brother. My stepdad died of cancer, but he had esophogeal cancer. I am glad yours is easy to get rid of. I will keep you and your brother in my prayers!
  • puzzlemaker Nov 7, 2009 @ 8:34 am | delete
    I am believing and agreeing with you that cancer is gone! We are with you and supporting you. Thank you for sharing your story. Lifting you and your brother up in prayer now.
  • whitemoss Nov 7, 2009 @ 8:26 am | delete
    Sending you my best wishes, and also to your family.
    Certainly worth a purple star.
  • _Joan_ Nov 7, 2009 @ 8:03 am | delete
    Prayers for you. Thank you for sharing your story.
  • Dennis Nov 7, 2009 @ 2:35 am | delete
    Thinking of you and praying for you, your family and brother and his family! Isn't it wonderful to know that The Great Healer is in control of this and knew this since before you were conceived? Be blessed Susan and Dennis and I will come check the updates and pray as prayer is needed for the next step.
    We love you!
  • JenniferAkers Nov 6, 2009 @ 9:09 pm | delete
    Susan, you are a warrior. Period. Taking charge to overcome an enemy. I admire your sharing something so personal. You, your brother, and family are in my prayers. You've got your Squidoo family with you in this battle.
  • Sylvestermouse Nov 6, 2009 @ 7:54 pm | delete
    Susan, be assured I will be praying for you and your brother!
  • shajo Nov 6, 2009 @ 6:39 pm | delete
    Susan, please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
  • bygproductions Nov 6, 2009 @ 4:33 pm | delete
    Ohh Susan, this makes me very sad. I'm glad I'm in RMs now or who knows how long before I would have found out. I'm doing a Beth Moore Bible study in the book of Esther. One of the lessons was on fear. I'm sure for many of us "the big C" is a big fear and worst case senario for many of us. The point of the lesson was not that God would keep us from our worst fear, but that He'd be with us through it. I'll be praying for you my Squidoo mentor. Now I have a reason to pay attn. to twitter so I can get your updates and pray effectively. May God be you and your families strength and comfort in this difficult trial, may He give the Dr. and medical state wisdom and accuracy in treating you, I pray also for your healing and for God to be glorified through this.
  • EverythingMouse Nov 6, 2009 @ 1:19 pm | delete
    Susan you will get through this - your Squidoo family are here for you with whatever you need. My thoughts are with you and your family.
  • lakern26 Nov 6, 2009 @ 11:59 am | delete
    I am so sorry to hear about your illness, Susan. I admire your bravery and wish you all the best and your battle continues. You and your family will be in my prayers.
  • HorseAndPony Nov 6, 2009 @ 11:48 am | delete
    Keeping you and your family in our prayers and thoughts.
  • imolaK Nov 6, 2009 @ 11:22 am | delete
    I'm thinking and pray for you and your family.I hope you will be a winner in this fight. Get well soon.
  • kiwisoutback Nov 6, 2009 @ 10:41 am | delete
    I wish you a speedy recovery Susan! Keep on with the positive attitude and keep us updated on everything. I'll be thinking about you.
  • JoyfulPamela Nov 6, 2009 @ 9:30 am | delete
    Susan ~ you will be in my prayers and thoughts as you go through this difficult time. You CAN do all things through CHRIST, my dear Christian sister. I know that God is with you and your family.
  • KarateKatGraphics Nov 6, 2009 @ 9:16 am | delete
    The mind-body connection is so strong. Your attitude and strength will win this fight. Thanks for making this lens--it's a privilege to read it. Sending a virtual hug and "GO AWAY cancer" thoughts to you right now.
  • hlkljgk Nov 6, 2009 @ 9:05 am | delete
    kick cancer's ass!
    ooo - pardon the pun (in you case)
    :D

    fyi: a good friend of the family created this blog when she was diagnosed with hodgkins (she's now in remission)
    http://chemopalooza.com
  • jgelien Nov 6, 2009 @ 8:59 am | delete
    I am overwhelmed with emotion reading your lens. Of all things I hate cancer the most.
    I am most definitely praying, for you, your brother and the family that is taking this journey
    along-side you. May God grant you strength, courage and inner peace for the fight ahead.
  • LeanneChesser Nov 6, 2009 @ 8:31 am | delete
    Susan, I'll be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts. I'll be back to check your lens often.
  • Squidster Nov 5, 2009 @ 5:35 pm | delete
    Like Correen, I have just found this lens through Kim's link, thankfully. There seems to be hardly anyone whose life has not been touched by some form of this dreaded disease. I'm thankful for warriors like you that give us hope and inspiration. All my best wishes and positive energy for your swift victory!
  • RickyRobi Nov 5, 2009 @ 4:42 pm | delete
    My husband and I will be praying for you, your brother and your whole family. You are never alone even at your loneliest.
  • Joan4 Nov 5, 2009 @ 3:27 pm | delete
    Congratulations on that beautiful purple star! And all these wonderful comments - wow such an outpouring of love and healing prayers!
  • Carmel_Aaron Nov 5, 2009 @ 2:29 pm | delete
    My Dear Susan,

    You have been so very dear to me since I began my Squidoo journey. I haven't known
    how to do much in this technology-but you have been there to encourage and guide me.

    I was so shocked and saddened by your announcement. I am happy you wrote about it, since it is a type of therapy to write it down.

    Besides all your friends want to encourage, pray and applaud your fight.

    I wanted to do my part, and wrote a Squidoo page in your honor:

    http://www.squidoo.com/Your-Warrior-Immune-Defense-System

    I am only one of hundreds that pray, think about and cheer you
    on.

    To Your Restored Good Health,

    Carmel
  • rms Nov 5, 2009 @ 2:24 pm | delete
    Sending prayers and positive thoughts for a full recovery!
  • clouda9 Nov 5, 2009 @ 2:22 pm | delete
    Susan,
    You will always be in my thoughts and prayers. Knowing you via Squidoo is to love you - you are an inspiration. This lens is going to help a lot of people get through any difficult time in life whether it be cancer or any other challenge. I am so glad to have logged onto FB to see Kim's note.
  • Nastassja Riley Nov 5, 2009 @ 1:26 pm | delete
    I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you. Continue to stay strong and give Daisy and the boys a hug for me!! Love you.
  • Artemus-Gordon Nov 5, 2009 @ 10:46 am | delete
    I have had to watch several of my loved ones fight this battle. I send my best to you and my strength.
  • jerry-allen Nov 5, 2009 @ 12:07 am | delete
    Hats off for your courage, when anybody knows he is suffering from cancer, he lose all his hopes and go in depression. But your determination and will power is really respectable. susan me and my best wishes with you. Hope you become a ideal and give confidence to others.
  • James Stygles Nov 4, 2009 @ 10:38 pm | delete
    God bless you and I pray that he gives you the strength you need to get thorough this. Thank you for sharing
  • Tracy R. Nov 4, 2009 @ 8:52 pm | delete
    Mitch, My Mom, MIL, N. and Mary all send various wishes of strength, healing, and encouragement. They will be keeping up with your progress through me. They are thinking of you today and everyday for the next few weeks.
  • KimGiancaterino Nov 4, 2009 @ 4:44 pm | delete
    Susan, I clicked on the title of this lens, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw that you were the author. Our prayers are with you and your family during your treatment and recovery. I'm so glad you caught this in time. Blessings.
  • irbit Nov 4, 2009 @ 2:17 pm | delete
    Susan,
    My thoughts and prayers are with you every day. Keep fighting, girl. Don't you give up!
    Thanks for sharing your heart and your battle with us. We are here with you every step of the way.
  • The_Party_Animal Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:03 am | delete
    I hate that word as well and my prayers are with you. I lost my mother to that ugly word when I was only 8 and my father had prostate cancer and non-Hodgkin's lymphoma (not at the same time) I am happy to say he won the battle with both and is now cancer free. My mother in law had esophageal cancer and I am again happy to report is now cancer free as well. With today's technology I think chances of recovery are so much better - I wish my mother had that chance. I pray for your full recovery and keep your head up as you are and beat it - it can be done. You have extended love from all your fiends here on squidoo and we thank you for sharing your story and will watch as you beat your battle. *Blessed*
  • lasertek Nov 3, 2009 @ 7:46 pm | delete
    I admire your courage. I Will be praying for you. Stay strong.
  • Kathy Moretti Nov 3, 2009 @ 7:38 pm | delete
    Susan,

    I am praying for your full recovery as well as your brothers. I know prayer works, because the prayers that were sent to me and my husband Donald who was diagnosed with Colon Cancer and underwent 2 surgeries over the summer, I`m sure helped us get through this awful time. He has fully recovered from his ordeal and Our Prayers are with you and your brother for your recoveries as well.
  • Marshell Nov 3, 2009 @ 12:45 pm | delete
    My friend, I'm right beside you in your battle. I will be praying for you, your brother & entire family. {{{Big hugs!}}}
  • Sandy Nov 3, 2009 @ 11:32 am | delete
    Susan, you are wonderful! Thank you for blogging all this to keep us updated. I've been praying for you and would love to help you.

    ~Sandy
  • Macs Nov 3, 2009 @ 10:36 am | delete
    Continued prayers for a full recovery Susan.
  • JaguarJulie Nov 3, 2009 @ 7:34 am | delete
    Good morning Susan -- just checking in on you. Warm fuzzies my dear! ;)
  • Susan52 Nov 3, 2009 @ 7:24 am | delete
    I appreciate every one of these amazing comments so much, especially the one from my baby brother Bruce! Thanks for the continued uplifting and encouragement and the very humbling kindness.
  • Earboysmommy Nov 3, 2009 @ 3:42 am | delete
    Praying for a complete recovery and peace for you and your family. Cancer has touched our lives too, so if you ever want to talk please let me know. Praying for your brother too. Pam
  • Spook Nov 3, 2009 @ 2:32 am | delete
    Ever since I came to Squidoo you have been nothing but a friend to me Susan. You once said you thought I was special. You're wrong, you are the special person Susan. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. You are an Angel but I'm just a psuedo one. Blessed by a Squid Angel.
  • bruce Nov 3, 2009 @ 1:18 am | delete
    nice picture! it made me cry, thinking of you
  • Janice Jacob Nov 2, 2009 @ 9:25 pm | delete
    Susan, What a difficult diagnosis and treatment you are facing. Our family has had bouts with cancer that have all been treated with long term results. I will pray for you to keep your eyes and heart fixed upon the One who loves you with an everlasting love.
  • happynutritionist Nov 2, 2009 @ 8:45 pm | delete
    Dear friend and my inspiration to press on with Squidoo, how happy I am to have "just decided" to stop by and visit your profile today and find this so I can pray to our wonderul Lord that we both share a relationship with on your behalf. We have so much in common, I am oldest of 4 too, girl boy girl boy, I am 57, I did have a colonoscopy 3 years ago and large non-cancerous polyp removed from my colon...and have a letter, another letter, and another reminding me I'm to come for another. Avoiding it...but maybe I should. But enough about me, praying for you, Squidoo sister, and your family. Thanks for your honest sharing. Hugs ~claudia
  • Sharon B. Nov 2, 2009 @ 7:16 pm | delete
    Susan,
    I am standing on the Word of God for you. It is His will for you to be healed according to His Word.
  • Michelle Nov 2, 2009 @ 5:37 pm | delete
    Aunt Susan, my prayers and those of my coworkers are sent and will continue. I love you so very much and am glad for this page! You may also like this website: http://www.caringbridge.org/

    Hope to talk to you soon!
  • Suzanne Nov 2, 2009 @ 4:57 pm | delete
    Susan when you asked for prayers for your brother a few weeks ago in OBS (we prayed) You also mentioned you were having issues, I held my breath. Reading this I know what was in the back of my mind was true. I will pray for you and stay updated on your SUCCESS! Susan your an amazing lady you will be just as amazing in this fight!
    Parying for you everyday, keep us posted.
  • bdkz Nov 2, 2009 @ 4:54 pm | delete
    Thinking about you Susan. What a great lens. Keep us posted.
  • Kat Simpson Nov 2, 2009 @ 4:14 pm | delete
    Standing right beside you and claiming healing in His name. Will remember you before Him daily. You are a very brave lady to share and I am thankful that you are!
  • Jennifer (Berry( Scarberry Nov 2, 2009 @ 4:04 pm | delete
    Aunt Susan, We are all praying for you and Uncle Bruce every day !! Keep up all of the possitive thinking!! We love you!
  • alteredkat Nov 2, 2009 @ 3:59 pm | delete
    Hugs my dear sweet Susan...praying for you, for healing and strength through the treatment...you CAN do this! YOU are a WARRIOR!

    Hugs,
    Kat
  • JaguarJulie Nov 2, 2009 @ 3:47 pm | delete
    Susan, my dear you are indeed a brave warrior. You and your brother are in my prayers. You are so brave to share your journey with us. If there is anything whatsoever I can do for you, please do not hesitate to tell me.
  • fireangel Nov 2, 2009 @ 3:11 pm | delete
    Bless your heart Susan, prayers for you and your brother continue!
  • pat Nov 2, 2009 @ 2:38 pm | delete
    Susan, you know I'm with you in spirit. This lens is so totally honest--so like you. You have many fighting this battle with you and we will be saying our prayers of thanksgiving in a few short weeks! Stay strong, stay positive and we'll keep the prayers rolling! Much love to you!
  • strayspay Nov 2, 2009 @ 1:23 pm | delete
    Susan you are in my prayers! Thanks for doing this excellent lens to inform people and also to let us keep track of how you're doing.
  • Sally Nov 2, 2009 @ 1:16 pm | delete
    You are amazing, Susan, and you continue to be in my thoughs and prayers as you fight for your recovery. Bashful Boy and I send hugs your way and wish we could be there to hold your hand throughout your treatment days and beyond.
  • Mavis D. Nov 2, 2009 @ 1:13 pm | delete
    Susan, you are a trooper and you are in our prayers daily. That great sense of humor will help you get through this. :)

    Sending loving, healing thoughts and prayers your way!

    Love you!
    MD
  • Tracy Riley Nov 2, 2009 @ 12:35 pm | delete
    You are touching so many with your story, healing them as you are being healing. We stand positve, with you, for ALL good things to come to you!
  • drifter0658 Nov 2, 2009 @ 10:07 am | delete
    Joining the fight for you Susan. You will not be defeated!
  • chefkeem Nov 2, 2009 @ 8:59 am | delete
    Praying with you, Susan...sending loving thoughts :-)
  • Anna Berry Nov 2, 2009 @ 8:50 am | delete
    WOW!! This is amazing Susan but I would not expect less from you:) We love you and will of course pray for you and check in. Stay the warrior you are:)

    With love, your sistr-in-law and in Christ,

    Anna
  • CherylK Nov 2, 2009 @ 4:27 am | delete
    It goes without saying that you have hundreds of friends here who have taken this battle on with you. We love you and have every confidence that you will triumph.
  • aj2008 Nov 2, 2009 @ 3:34 am | delete
    Sending out positive thoughts to you and your family. Thank you for sharing Susan and SquidAngel Blessings to you for a lens that can help many people.
  • GonnaFly Nov 2, 2009 @ 3:16 am | delete
    Susan, I'm standing with you in praying for your complete healing and also in coping through the 5 weeks of treatment.
  • pkmcr Nov 2, 2009 @ 12:15 am | delete
    My thoughts and prayers are with you for your quick recovery. Blessed by a Squid Angel
  • grannysage Nov 1, 2009 @ 11:13 pm | delete
    I am a breast cancer survivor so I am walking with you on this path and Know that you will join me as another survivor......it doesn't matter what kind. Continue to Be the Warrior.
  • shannonpatricia Nov 1, 2009 @ 9:46 pm | delete
    Susan, I will keep you in my prayers. My husband has been fighting this same disease, Squamous Cell Carcinoma Of the Anus. He was diagnosed last Oct. God will be there to help you through.

    a>
  • luvmyludwig Nov 1, 2009 @ 9:36 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing your story and I hope doing so helps you to deal with your journey. I am so sorry you are going through this and I will be praying for you. I lost my grandpa to cancer over two years ago and my step dad is battling cancer now. He has the exact diagnosis you have. His is in the lymph nodes and recently they found a spot in his lung. He's been battling cancer over a year now and is currently doing another round of Chemo. He's had a colostomy done and a couple of additional surgeries. Some days are better than others, but we've all learned to take one day at a time and be thankful for good days. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
    ***Blessed By A Squid Angel***
    Praying for a real angel to watch over you.
  • mysticmama Nov 1, 2009 @ 8:48 pm | delete
    My thoughts & prayers are with you, positive energy is the key!
  • ChapelHillFiddler Nov 1, 2009 @ 8:26 pm | delete
    Thanks for this. My son is a brain cancer survivor and nine years out it still occupies my mind every day, especially as he's really struggling to make it through college. I do have one comment about the "other side" of being a cancer warrior which is - that very sadly, people whose cancer THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN does not recede feel guilty or inadequate because they themselves think - or other people tell them - that if they have the "right attitude" and a "fighting spirit" they can beat it. There are so so many factors involved in the course of cancer and its treatment. It's so unfair for people to feel guilty if they are not "beating" the cancer. My two cents. Best of luck to you and your family! We're all on that narrow neck of land 'twixt two unbounded seas, you know.
  • 24websurf Nov 1, 2009 @ 8:05 pm | delete
    You will get through this because you have never backed down. You are the warrior and we are all your army. ~ Squid Angel Blessed ~ Sending much love, thoughts and prayers your way
  • Susan52 Nov 1, 2009 @ 8:00 pm | delete
    Wow! Thank you all for such an outpouring of support and love and prayers. I am overwhelmed with your kindness. Thank you so much!
  • bethd821 Nov 1, 2009 @ 7:55 pm | delete
    Susan, I admire your bravery and send my prayers for your full and speedy recovery.
  • Heather426 Nov 1, 2009 @ 7:22 pm | delete
    So brave of you to share your story. Squid Angel blessed.
  • BevsPaper Nov 1, 2009 @ 7:22 pm | delete
    Sending prayers your way for a full recovery. Will check back regularly for your progress reports. Spreading my Angel wings to offer a cyber-hug and a blessing.
  • ElleDeeEsse Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:54 pm | delete
    Susan, your strength and your spirit are your strongest weapons. Stay strong and keep fighting.
  • Treasures-By-Brenda Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:36 pm | delete
    Nicely done, Susan. Sharing something so private takes a lot of nerve.
    Great title and theme for your battle.
    The power of positive thinking is helping you and will help others, too.

    Brenda
  • stargazer00 Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:31 pm | delete
    Dear Susan, I am in your corner and sending up prayers for your complete and quick recovery.
  • Ramkitten Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:27 pm | delete
    Fight on! I'll be checking back to here to learn of your progress. And progress it shall be. Thank you for sharing this with us, so we can not only learn but cheer you on.
  • kimmanleyort Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:21 pm | delete
    Praying for you, Susan. Thank you for sharing your story.
  • Pukeko Nov 1, 2009 @ 6:03 pm | delete
    Thank you for sharing such a personal story. I agree with Joan, it will help others, and in that helps you. In addition, your positive outlook will lead to your recovery. Prayers for an easy healing and an angel blessing headed your way.
  • OhMe Nov 1, 2009 @ 5:39 pm | delete
    You and your brother will definitely be in my prayers. Your Anal Cancer Awareness Tshirt is amazing and I hope you sell a lot of them. Surround yourself with positive thoughts and positive people and know that you have lots of Squidoo friends cheering you on. Blessed by a SquidAngel.
  • GrowWear Nov 1, 2009 @ 5:13 pm | delete
    Prayers for you, Susan. Fully expecting your total recovery. And what a wonderful lens to help others on the same journey. Angel blessed. Love.
  • mukunda22 Nov 1, 2009 @ 5:10 pm | delete
    You are in my thoughts and prayers, Susan. Keep up the good fight and never back down!

    ####blessed####
  • Joan4 Nov 1, 2009 @ 5:07 pm | delete
    Sending prayers and angels and visualizing you totally and completely victorious! I appreciate your sharing your story! I keep repeating this, but it is so true - when we tell our stories, we make a difference for somebody somewhere. We may never know the ones we have helped, but I firmly believe we are making a difference around the world. SquidAngel blessings!

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