Hi! Thanks for visiting my page. I'm sure there are some who will strongly disagree with what I have to say about addiction. I look at this page and I hate it - because it's all about me. I don't want it to be- but it is. This is who I am right now- like it or not. And maybe I have given up, I hate to think that, and that's not true- I can feel it.

There is so much more to me than anyone knows -...

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Hi! Thanks for visiting my page. I'm sure there are some who will strongly disagree with what I have to say about addiction. I look at this page and I hate it - because it's all about me. I don't want it to be- but it is. This is who I am right now- like it or not. And maybe I have given up, I hate to think that, and that's not true- I can feel it.

There is so much more to me than anyone knows - so much of me that this addiction clings on to and won't let go.

I'm not sure what the answer is. Somedays I am more optimistic than others. It is a cycle - addiction is - a vicious cycle - and I'm not sure exactly how yet - but I am going to break this cycle.

I pray that our younger society sees the pain drugs have caused us and stay away. I have kids that are in their early 20's - good kids - they don't mess with drugs. They have already seen how it destroys - they aren't even tempted.

I didn't mean to get on a down note - I just wanted to let others know what I am about.