My Most Exciting Journey

I was born under the zodiac sign of Gemini, May 22. I had this behavior of being so impatient; it's not really that bad having this behavior since it adds to life's excitement.

I have so many fears in life. I've been having both arachnophobia and acrophobia. Other than that, I also have fear about my future. I've been thinking this past few days that it is possible I'm having an anxiety disorder. But then, I didn't feel really bad about it as it again adds to life's excitement. I just realized about these things while drafting on this lens. See how fears and realizations spice up your life? Life is so wonderful as you could ever imagine.

Growing up for me means getting so many life experiences, it does not matter how young I got those good and painful experiences. In fact, I got some of these painful experience since first grade, or earlier than that. I'm talking about the bully thing. Only few people understand how painful it is, but this made me tough. So lucky I survived.

I've been addicted to both playing online games and chatting online alternately during my college years. I have wasted so much time..tsk.. It is through self-realization and self- motivation that I stopped doing both of these online addictions. This self-realization just happened in that one particular day when the electricity is all out. I got bored, nothing to read and nothing to do. I need to day dream, maybe I could get some sense, then it just popped into my mind of thinking what benefits I could get from doing both these activities since those games I played doesn't make any sense. It had been very easy for me to totally give up online chatting but really had difficult time giving up on those online games till now. For more information about online video game addiction, check out my other lens on All About My Video Game Addictions

I am fond of using men's body spray because they smell much better than women's body spray like those sprays having fruit scents. I cannot remember of when my interests on men's body spray started, I just believe that it is my way to attract guys, and I hope it would work. By this time, I am not on a relationship, not yet interested to have a partner. Maybe someday.

Another weird thing about me is that sometimes I stay awake late at night without reason, not even turning on my computer or watching some TV series, it is just that I'm still awake. Weird..but what I am sure of is I am not alone, not alone having this habit as I had read an article last year about some people staying awake late at night doing nothing.