I am greatful to have learned young how important it is to keep god in my life. I am 17 and the best times of my life were when i looked to god for guidance and help. At one point i tried to convince my self there was no god but he was always there in the back of my mind and in my heart. I dont go to church but my relationship with god is on a more personal level. I have made it part of my mission in life to make people aware of god in a way that they can relate to and understand. God is about love, not fear. And only through his love can we be fully satisfied and happy. I'm not perfect, ive made lots of mistakes. I got into drugs pretty bad, ive had some violence in my life but god has helped me through many people to get me back on the right track and for that i am truly greatful. i still have alot to learn and alot of mistakes to make but i know when god is by my side i can do anything.
hello world.my name is alexandra and im 17 years old. i recently dropped out of school. i'm in a weird part of my life. it feels like everything aroun... (more)
hello world.my name is alexandra and im 17 years old. i recently dropped out of school. i'm in a weird part of my life. it feels like everything around me is changing and im just standing still. i'm very creative. im super self concious and i worry way too much about what people are thinking and if im going to hurt there feelings. my fears keep me from experiencing some of the best parts of life. i really need a car and i love to travel i want to travel all over the world and experience every different culture. i have one sister, a half brother who i've never met in my life, a mother and a father who have recently split up and a dog named buddy and an albino ferret named bella who i should take out more. my weakness is that i care too much. im one of the most caring and compassionate people you will ever meet. i have a strong feeling that i am ment to do something really big with my life. sometimes i think im psychic. i believe in god and i think i should pray more. and i was in rehab for drugs by the age of 16 i spent 4 months there including all my favorite time of the year thanksgiving, Christmas, new years, and my birthday! I have a hard time slowing down and i have a tendency to move through life way to fast. and i've realized that being a teenager is wayy different than they portray on tv. rarely am i ever happy and im really trying to change that.