Overcoming Judgment of Others

I am not an avid reader. It's something I regret and hate all at the same time. My mind wanders when I try to read. I'll find myself 2 pages into a book and realize I've been thinking about something else the entire time. This has happened my whole life so reading a book is not something I jump to do. But every now and then a book will sweep me off my feet.

When I found this little book, Dropping Your Rock, I wasn't even at a bookstore. I was at an outlet clothing store that has a book section. Walking by I noticed the book sticking out from the rest. It's cover was dirty and there was a clearance sticker in the upper right corner. Not appealing to say the least. I walked on, then backed up to glance through it. That decision changed my life.

Glancing through the pages, I felt the warm oil of an epiphany pouring over me. I continued skimming the book and an encompassing understanding filled me. I was judging people. Not purposefully and not even aware that I was doing it. I knew I must have this book and I bought it. It was less than $3.

Here's the origination:

Throwing rocks:

"Almost since the beginning of time, human beings have had a brutally simple way of dealing with wrong: rocks. Someone would point out the offender in the camp or the family or the clan, and everyone would come running. Picking up a cold, hard ballot of stone, they would violently cast their vote against wrong, again and again and again until it was gone. It was their way."

Dropping Your Rock, Nicole Johnson, page 1

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Why throwing rocks doesn't work:

Rocks don't hit problems. Rocks hit people.

As we throw, we convince ourselves that if the rock lands in just the right spot, it can knock out something evil.....If our goal is to kill our eneny, this could be the answer. But if we hope to change a friends' heart, it definitely is not.

Dropping Your Rock, Nicole Johnson, page 12

My husand tells me this sometimes and it irks me. However, I've come to appreciate this saying. Restating the obvious can be a sign of judging others.

Consider this: A young girl is pregnant by her boyfriend. We might be tempted to say things like, "They had no business doing that sort of thing," or "They were too young," or "She's in for a rough road," or "Serves them right." Everyone involved already knows all of this. Especially the girl who will bear every consequence of her actions for a very long time - probably as a single parent. What I've personally concluded is that when I restate the obvious it is usually an attempt to feel better about myself. I'm working on this.

There IS one exception. If a person is part of the SOLUTION to a situation, then sometimes it must be discussed. But those comments will have a different motive than the examples I've given. You'll know the difference.

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A man speaking to a group at a convention held up a $100 bill so everyone could see it. He asked, "Who wants this $100 bill?" Everyone raised their hands. He then crumpled it and stomped on it. Everyone in the audience looked on. He picked up the $100 bill and pressed it out flat. "Who wants it now?" he asked. The entire audience again raised their hands.
The audience knew the value of the $100 and the value was INTACT. Just like people. Nothing that happens to the money changes its value - or the value of the soul.

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The two things we judge most harshly are those things we don't struggle with at all and those things we struggle with the most.

Dropping Your Rock, Nicole Johnson, pages 25-26

I put LOVE in the place of judgment?
What if I lift someone up instead of
tearing them down with my words?
What if I point out something good about
someone in the midst of their problems?
How will it change their day?
How will it change mine?

This is where I want to be in my life.

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Is "dropping your rock"
acceptance of wrong-doing?

No. This article speaks to self-righteous judgment of others. There is another kind of judgment that deals with careful discernment, but that is not what I'm speaking of here.

I was shopping for earrings (of all things). These weren't just any earrings, these were earrings to match my wedding dress. I'd be getting married in a couple of weeks and I was willing to pay extra for something special. No doubt I was in jeans and a t-shirt running errands that day. As I approached the jewelry counter in the ritzy department store I saw the clerk look me over. Slowly, from head to toe and back to head again - judging me. Her tone confirmed my feelings as she spoke to me. I felt it and it felt degrading. If it hadn't been so blatant I would have overlooked it. That was 20 years ago.

At the same time, I must ask myself how many times I have passed judgment that affected someone for years? I cringe at the thought.

Yes. I'm learning that this is part of it. Sometimes it's the hardest part. Being judged by others doesn't require anything on our part. But when we are forgiving someone, we do the initiating.

I'm not talking about picking up the phone and calling someone. I'm talking about drawing a line in the sand, saying, "I forgive so-and-so for judging me" (in privacy) and from that point on letting it go.

Do they "deserve" the forgiveness? It is a tempting question to ask, but it has nothing to do with them. This is an action that brings you freedom.


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We had family visiting us from out of town. We always have so much fun and the time is always too short. On this day, we were going shopping and right after we got in the car to leave, the family member said, "I always feel so comfortable at your house. I never feel judged." It wasn't particularly significant to the speaker to say such a thing, but for me time stood still. To know that this person did not feel "judged" at my home was the best compliment I've ever received. I didn't mention it again and neither did they - but I will remember that moment forever.

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