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- Kevin Gray Kevin Gray Nov 21, 2009 @ 6:24 am
- Everyone, thank you. It's been over a year since the last post on here. But I know any one of you will remember Karyll and think of this page. I am her youngest son, and think about her, and miss her, daily. Some day soon, someone will read this again and post to speak out for her. You all love her very much, as I can understand, and many of your names, though internet aliases, I recognize as my mother thought very highly of all of you. Her best friends were those of you she knew via ICQ and cyberspace, and I wish desperately that I could have spent more time with her. She never was able to see her youngest grow to be an adult, and leave for college a half a day's drive away. She was never able to see either of her children wed, although I know they both will. We both think of her quite frequently, and I'm sure my brother cries for her as frequently as I do. We can both only thank you all for caring. Spiritblue, you were a wonderful woman to meet. I only hope we can meet again. Wovencroft, though I heard your name frequently, I was never even aware of your gender, let alone personal characteristics. Willowspirit, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for what you did for my mother. She loved you all dearly, and so do I. I don't really know any of you, and am it doesn't matter. You all helped her in some way during her final days. For that, I am eternally gratuitous. It's kind of funny, how you take everything for granted until it's gone. My mother only really missed her eyelashes. I remember only a day or two before I assisted her walking to her own little SUV before her final car ride to the hospital. She was so excited that her hair was growing back again. A few times she even told me that she was excited because her hair would grow back differently than it did before. Perhaps curly, perhaps blonde, perhaps even whiter than the oldest of senior citizens. She never got to see that day. I know now, that where ever she may be, she looks down to us all, and has the most beautiful head of hair she could have possibly imagined. I don't know if you all miss her as much as my brother and I do, but I thank you all dearly again. I cry as I remember her, both from sadness and happiness, as many of you do as well. She had so much love given to her, as she had given us all more love than we could possibly give her. I think I speak for all of us when I say "Thank you, Karyll Gray, for being the woman you were. I desperately wish I could still speak with you, and eagerly await the day I can once more." I think of you, I dream of you, I live for you, and I love you. Thank you mother. Don't ever stop being who you are.
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- The_Homeopath The_Homeopath Aug 17, 2008 @ 9:45 pm
- Karyll left behind her words to share with the world and I'll see that this lens will be seen by more. Thank you, Karyll.
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- willowspirit willowspirit Feb 5, 2008 @ 10:53 am
- Karyll died cancerfree...it was not the disease which killed her, it was the *cure*. Her body had a powerfully negative reaction after her last chemo treatment and it destroyed her liver.
The sister of my heart lives on in spirit and her broken body is at rest. I will miss her every day until we meet again....
Dianna
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- spiritblue spiritblue Feb 4, 2008 @ 9:06 pm
- i love you my friend and i will miss you so......
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- Wovencroft Wovencroft Feb 4, 2008 @ 9:05 pm
- She has gone to the light folks, to a better place where there is no pain. I will miss her.
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- Wovencroft Wovencroft Feb 3, 2008 @ 10:57 pm
- Update to Karyll's condition. Her kidneys and liver have shut down, she is in ICU on life support, the next 24 to 48 hrs are critical. Pray for her, send her healing and light.
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- Wovencroft Wovencroft Feb 3, 2008 @ 7:27 pm
- Pray for Karyll. I hear rumors of things not going well with her at this stage. She is a light in the darkness of life and needs all the healing energy that we can send her way NOW!
