My Spirit Name
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WhiteOak-A Journey to my Naming Ceremony
I have been visiting a lot of other lens lately and I have noticed that many people have written a lens about their self. I personally found that to be interesting because we are given an insight to who the Lensmasters are, and it helps us to know them a little better.
When we are given our birth name or baby name, the parents usually give it to us with some symbolic meaning. Chances are those meanings are not as spiritual as they are giving honor to someone. The spiritual aspect of the name of a baby is as important (according to my beliefs) as the name would be giving someone honor. A little more on this later.
So, without further delaying- I will begin with this. I was born in 1958, I am a double an Aquarius with a Taurus Moon, and I am 100% true to my sign! What in the world does this mean? It means I am a one of kind of something and have not figured that part out yet (Laughs), Not really this is what it means:
Sun in Aquarius
She is independent, autonomous, emancipated and has progressive ideas
Moon in Taurus
Convinced of their ideas and strong-willed. She is foresighted and willful. She knows how to trust. She appreciates all the good things in Life. She likes and protects Nature.
Aquarius ascendant Aquarius
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WhiteOak my Spirit Name...
Back in the early 90's, I read a book by Brooke Medicine Eagle, called When Buffalo Woman comes Singing . In the book there was a section about doing naming ceremonies. My only thought on that whole subject was it must be great to be given a spirit name, but besides that there was no more thought.
The next morning I was meditating on my back deck and I had this vision of me wearing an Oak Leaf Necklace with acorns and beads. I am not sure why but the vision just stayed with me for a long time. Later that night, I was reading again, and out of nowhere I heard someone say, WhiteOak. I was at home alone so I thought it was imagination. Not too long after that I heard the voice again say, "WhiteOak". I do not know why, but I said the name out loud and every hair on the back my neck stood on end and I had chills like I have never had them before.
I remember writing everything down about the experience because I did not want to forget anything. The next day I called my Mentor and was talking to her about what happened and she said it sounded like to her that Spirit was giving me a message. Later that afternoon, I was walking up the driveway to get my mail and I was looking at these huge Oak trees I had in my yard. As I was walking past them, I saw something that looked like a white puff ball in the limbs! I stood there for a moment just staring at the tree trying to figure out what those white puff balls were. After a few minutes I gave up and went about my business. Coming back down the driveway, I looked up at the tree again and the white puff balls had disappeared.
Later that night, I was reading something else about sacred names and once again, I said WhiteOak out loud, with the same response as the night before except this time the wind chimes in my living chimed together. Was I spooked yet? Oh, yeah I was!
A few days went by and all I could think about was the name WhiteOak. The vision of the necklace, the white puff balls in the oak tree, the voice that said "WhiteOak" a few times, the wind chimes chimming in my living room and then it just all came together that WhiteOak was to be my spirit name.
I meditated about all of this for at least a couple of months before I felt comfortable enough and was sure enough, this was suppose to be. I wanted to make sure it was not me imagining it or doing wishful thinking. After a lot of confirmation my Mentor offered to hold a ceremony for me to spiritually take the name.
The ceremony felt like a "Rebirth", it was one of the most powerful things I had experienced. I had several friends who attended; we played drums, ate and celebrated. I had to write something about what my current name meant to me and how I would honor it even though I no longer planned on using it. I had to write what my new name meant to me and how I would honor it. I knelt before the Tree Kingdom and held silence for a while showing honor for the sacred gift of this name.
From that night for about 10 years afterwards, no one knew my Birth Name everybody referred to me by my Spirit Name. I was deeply considering changing it legally, but life is full of changes, so I guess it was not suppose to be.
Baby Names and Meanings
The The Art of Baby Nameology: Explore the Deeper Meaning of Names for Your Baby
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I always love looking up the meanings of names. It gives you a sense of self-discovery.
Brooke Medicine Eagle
Buffalo Woman Comes Singing (Religion and Spirituality)
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This has got to be one of the best books I have ever read. My copy is so old that the pages are yellow and it is marked with so many notes, that one day I will write them down in my journal. My naming ceremony was designed similar to the one that Brooke Medicine Eagle wrote, but yet it was very different. I highly recommend this book!
A little of this and a little of that...
I have always been a loner, with Nature actually being my best friend. The trees have protected me since I was old enough to climb them. I felt at home in the woods because of the trees. I have never really "Fit" into any kind of group or with any one kind of person. My whole life has been "Multi-Faceted" in everything I get involved in, my art, my beliefs, my views on life, everything about me.
My grandmother use to sit me up on books at the table when I was young and I would sit there forever (it seemed) coloring, scribbling, and pretending to write. I always did that instead of playing with other children because they bored me.
It was also at my grandmother's house where I experienced my first ghost encounters. I wrote about them on my lens Ghost vs. Spirits. Because of seeing so many ghosts as a child, part of me tried to shut that part down and today I see things but not as often.
For years now, I have "Received" messages from the Spirit World and when I am suppose to tell people things I have to tell them or else I am not left alone! (Sounding like a Looney aren't I) I fully believe that I experience this because I carry strong "Hawk Medicine". Hawks are messengers from the Heavens. I talk a little about my Hawk Medicine on my lens: Animal Spirit Totems
Communication with the Dead
One of my passions is writing
A Crow's Song
©WhiteOak-2002
Gentle sound of the Crows call-
Is trying to filter through my thick walls
I am trying to hear each note of your song
I know you are sending me messages of where I belong
But I cannot understand the words today
My human ears have become afraid.
The Apache Elder's words echo's in my ears-
"Feel beyond words, and you will hear"
Even those words seem muffed today-
I feel so lost and so afraid
Do the Guardians still see me as their Child?
Please I want to hear your song, I want to dance and smile.
There was once a time when I soared beneath your wing-
As I flowed to each note that you sing
I remember seeing you along the road as I drove
Honoring your grace with the magic as you guided me to the grove
But now your black eyes-
Have only become mirrors of my own inner cries
My spirit aches to be with you as you fly
Moving your wings with such grace, soaring through the sky
You have always taught me what is really true
Now my spirit has become trapped inside a solid igloo
I know I need your medicine, Brother Crow
Chaos has taken my power and wrapped me with no hope.
Journal writing is so important..
When you ask too many questions, you begin to get on people's nerves.
This is really not nice to say but most everyone in my family thought of me as some kind of "Alien" or something. NO ONE could understand me, so I learned to accept who I was, the way I am. (Today my husband knows how different I am, but again he cannot complain too much because he is different too!)
I have always felt out of sync, like I am in this life but caught up in some time warp. My "Spirituality" is the one thing that has always been with me, it is the one thing in my life that I can fully trust without any doubt or question.
Through the Spiritual World
A lot can be learned..
After years and years of writing for birth abstracts, trying to apply for death certificates and such, I found a place where my father worked. I was really lucky here because the lady I spoke to was able to share a little information with me but not much. It ended up I would write to her in hopes of getting confirmation if I found out something new about my father. This went on for years until one day I called and found out she had retired. The day I found that out, is also the day I had my biggest break though, you have heard how sometimes "Spirit" can work through people, well without a doubt that is exactly what happened to me that day. I was lead to a very important piece of the puzzle my fathers Social Security number. Keep in mind, it only took me 20 plus years to find it! By having his SS number, I also found out he died in 1995.
I also found out: On my great grandmother's side of the family I am part Cherokee
I found out: My grandmother and my great grandmothers name. Which I was named after my grandmother.
This may not seem like much, but when you had nothing and find this much, it is like finding a treasure.
The point in sharing this with you is: Never give up on something that you are trying to achieve, NEVER. I found out more by following my intuition and believing what "Spirit" was telling me and where "Spirit was leading me. But it took me trusting in that!
Genealogy
Cherokee Roots
In a nut shell...

I refer to this picture as "My Spirit. I know that is sort of hard to understand but for me in my heart and knowing who I am, this is where my spirit feels the best. And it is because of that feeling that lead me to believe in Spirituality the way I believe. I have been told before that when I am in Nature, it seems as if I merge in it.
In my opinion only....
It takes a strong will to not be afraid to stand for something you believe when everyone else thinks it wrong. But the whole truth is I have to live with me, and if I went against what I believed than how could I run away from myself?
Being a Giant Squid is...
Something I am very proud of!
Than Squidoo became addictive to me, I wanted to write about things that meant something to me. SO, today I have 88 lens and a ton of ideas for others.
I became a Giant Squid in October 2008 and HONESTLY convinced myself that I would not make it. I entered WhiteOaksLensography in the early part of September and sat on pin and needles all though the month. Than as I was looking at other lensmasters lenses something came over me and I felt okay with not becoming Giant Squid because I felt my lenses needed work. I thought well, if I take the next couple of months and improve the lenses I already have and reenter my lensography in December I would just try again.
When the deadline came, I had not heard anything. I asked someone else who was also trying for Giant Squid if she had heard anything she said no. The date came when the new giant squids were going to be announced and I did not hear anything. It was getting late, so I accepted the fact I did not make it this time around, and I was getting ready to shut down my computer for the night. I did the usual and was closing down all of my windows, and checked my email one last time, AND OMG-the email was there! I was afraid to look at it but to excited not to look and I MADE IT! I freaked out and hurried and emailed my friend right around the same time she just got her acceptance email. (I think-You know who you are, correct me if I am wrong, okay).
Becoming a Giant Squid was a huge accomplishment for me. It is something I am very proud of and something that means a lot to me. OMG...I have even talked to strangers about Squidoo, this is coming from someone who is usually a quiet person.
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HERBMASTER
Dec 4, 2011 @ 9:01 pm | delete
- Very nice! I have a great old oak in my yard that I speak with a little. Mainly it is just a state of being with each other responding to each other's needs. I will sit with the Great Oak (for now unnamed) soon.
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clouda9
Nov 23, 2011 @ 3:39 pm | delete
- Amazing journey Eva. Thank you for sharing it here for all of us to read and get to know you more. *Blessed today
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RinchenChodron
Nov 22, 2011 @ 5:08 pm | delete
- WhiteOak you got me started this year on photography and I love it. You also were kind enough to answer my questions and to create a banner for me. I want you to know that you are appreciated. I am thankful that I have connected with you. My Native name is Red Dawn (also Rinchen Chodron) - one is Native American and the other is Tibetan. I enjoyed reading this lens and learning how you received your name.
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Heather426
Jun 12, 2011 @ 6:44 pm | delete
- OMG, Eva, guess what else we have in common. I'm part Cherokee too. Love this!
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Jewelsofawe
Jun 12, 2011 @ 6:18 pm | delete
- I have already been to this lens before, but I think you have added to it, no? Anyways, my daughter, the youngest one is also double aquarius- sun and ascendant. Her moon is leo. I am pisces with a mercury in aquarius and rising Leo, moon in capricorn....So you and I are similar with emotions, earthy in nature... I'd rather have a taurus moon..Lovely lens.
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puerdycat
Mar 29, 2011 @ 11:54 am | delete
- Lovely. Lens-rolling to my Cherokee Morning Song
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KokoTravel
Feb 25, 2011 @ 4:52 pm | delete
- Very lovely lens... and photos! Thank you.
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Heather_Todd
Jan 2, 2011 @ 1:57 pm | delete
- Nice pictures Thanks
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WhiteOak50
Jan 3, 2011 @ 6:46 am | delete
- thanks for visiting
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mayapearl Dec 2, 2010 @ 3:22 am | delete
- I love your name and your vision of the acorns and beads reminds me of collecting acorns as a child and threading them to make very long necklaces. Great bio
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SacredCynWear
Aug 14, 2010 @ 8:27 am | delete
- Wow, you weren't kidding when you said that they was we describe ourselves is very similar, I see how you put an emphasis to your name too. We defiantly share kindred spirit !
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WhiteOak50
Aug 14, 2010 @ 3:09 pm | delete
- Yep, I agree
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Jun 12, 2010 @ 4:06 pm | delete
- Great job on your bio lens, WhiteOak! Love your work, as always. :)
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BevsPaper
Feb 25, 2010 @ 8:11 pm | delete
- I must learn more about the Naming Ceremony! This was a beautiful story and you are a beautiful soul!
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WhiteOak50
Feb 27, 2010 @ 1:56 pm | delete
- Thank you Bev. I used Brooke Medicine Eagle's outline in her book, "When Buffalo Woman comes Singing."
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kimmanleyort
Feb 9, 2010 @ 8:05 am | delete
- What an interesting journey and what really stands out is that you have stayed true to yourself and who you are. I love your name "White Oak" and how it came to be. Having a naming ceremony was an example of trusting yourself. I also can understand your feeling at one with nature. It is certainly spirituality to me. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
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WhiteOak50
Feb 9, 2010 @ 6:24 pm | delete
- Thank you so much for your nice comment Kimmanleyort.
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paperfacets Feb 8, 2010 @ 12:31 pm | delete
- I like your story and your Zazzle is beautiful.
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WhiteOak50
Feb 8, 2010 @ 1:22 pm | delete
- Thank you paperfacets, I greatly appreciate you stopping by and visiting.
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ElleDeeEsse Feb 3, 2010 @ 5:36 pm | delete
- This is a fascinating story
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WhiteOak50
Feb 3, 2010 @ 6:36 pm | delete
- Thank you ElleDeeEsse
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mbgphoto
Feb 3, 2010 @ 8:25 am | delete
- I loved reading your story! Your writing is very moving! Thanks for sharing.
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WhiteOak50
Feb 3, 2010 @ 6:36 pm | delete
- Thank you mbgphoto for commenting :0)
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bethd821 Oct 11, 2009 @ 12:23 pm | delete
- beautiful lens.
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grannysage
Sep 16, 2009 @ 9:04 pm | delete
- I had a dream once where Brooke Medicine Eagle was doing a healing ceremony for me. And I had never read any of her books nor did I know much about her so of course I had to buy her books. I also had a psychic friend who said I also have the name White Feather, but I haven't figured that out with. I've been mostly comfortable with some form of sage.
Thanks for sharing your story with us.
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